life is unpredictable

2009-03-16T22:46:00.005+08:00

i will be updating as per normal after this week ?
couldnt confirm yet but most probably! =)
im glad that everyone around me is happy'
with their life' especially for my 11 years of friend !
lol' you-know-who-you-are ! =)
haha' stopping my entry here but hey'
im ending my blog with pictures !
just a few photos only' because im at my 3rd sister's house ! =)
bytheway' the photos are all mixed up -events isnt the same- =X

2009-01-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

hello people' im back ! =D
sorry for not updating for long time !
my computer is still unable to use ! =(
so where am i now? hahaa'
im at xiaolin's house again ! =)

nowadays is really quite busy for me!
busy with my work and of course' FLP business ! =D
well' maybe most of you people out there'
will think that im lifeless but what i can say is that'
im enjoying the things im doing nowadays' =D

alright' im stopping my entry now
most probably will be back on feb ! =D
anyway guys' HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! =D

2008-12-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

hello ! i apologised for not updating my blog for so long'
im sorry ! =X
just a quick update because im at xiaolin's house now
my computer breakdown so i couldnt use internet'
so ya' i will be back when my computer is done !
goodbye ! =)

2008-12-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

oh` i think my blog is rotting ! =X
i have been very busy nowadays`
not to forget` i had joined back FLP`
reasons ? ask me personally` =D
anyway` im going to extract another wisdom tooth of mine ! =(
having appointment on next wednesday`
im going to bear with the pain for 8 more days ! ='(
okay` thats the end of my entry`
im going to have my beautiful dream ! =D
nights everyone ! =)

2008-11-26T02:38:00.002+08:00

im getting tired and sick of it`
emotional upheaval ` sighs

2008-11-24T04:45:00.002+08:00

half an hour ago` i deleted my friendster account !
i created a new account instead`
but that's mainly for my CLOSE friends only ! =)
i created new msn too` and of course`
the reason is the same as the above ! =)

i decided to change everything to new -except blogger- `
because i feel like having everything new and that includes my life`
but i know that is totally impossible`so why not`
changing a little new over here and there`right ?
and i believed that it will make my life much more better`
i dont need too many "unknown people" in my life `
a simple way of life will be fine with me` =)

wellwellwell`but im still thinking whether should i change my blog url`
or should i create new account and delete the current account ?
but its too troublesome`you see ! howhowhow ?! >=(
okay` i shall end my entry here`
having panda eyes ! ='(
goodbye and nights people ! =)

2008-11-23T22:24:00.004+08:00

in the afternoon`when i was doing my housework`
I GOT SNAP SHOT BY MY NEPHEW !
i decided to post it up since its _____ -fill in the blank- ` =)

THANKS HIM FOR LENDING ME A HELPING HAND WHEN IM SO BUSY WITH THE CHORES ! =D

2008-11-22T18:56:00.004+08:00

im done with my housework !
decided to blog since im free` =)
firstly` my mum and my younger sister went overseas today`
they will be back in about 8 or 9 days time` im envy !
it means` i have to do all the chores for these days ! =(
secondly` i had my wisdom tooth plucked off !
i have not been eating since then`because it causing lots of pain ! ='(
plain water + blood is enough for me through out the whole day !
because its still bleeding non-stop ! =(
IM HAVING OFF DAY TIL 26TH NOV !
i have to stay at home for these day to do all the chores and of course`
taking care of my nephew is another responsibility for me` =/
not to forget` i can hardly talk now due to the pain im having ! ='(
and well` MY FACE IS SWELLING !

MY " CUITE " WISDOM TOOTH` - upper & lower -

2008-11-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

MICHELLE PHUA ! =D

2008-11-08T12:32:00.005+08:00

SUMMARY

- reached choa chu kang polyclinic before 8am`
- there's no dental over there !
- head over to woodlands polyclinic and reached before 8.45am`
- waited for an hour before my consultation` =/
- after an hour` i had my consultation and x-ray for my wisdom tooth`
- booked appointment on the 22nd for my wisdom tooth surgery`
- time checked` 12.54pm now`
- ~~MIGHT be heading down to training ground later~~`
- left eye is still swelling and my dear mummy dont allow me to go` =(

- i dint attend training`
edited at 6.18pm-

2008-11-07T23:25:00.003+08:00

my left eye is swelling ! ='(
i realised it when i was waking up from bed !
the most painful part is no longer my tooth but my eye ! ='(
tomorrow` im going to wake up early in the morning to go
over to polyclinic to have my wisdom tooths pluck off ! *scared
today` im supposed to make an appointment for tomorrow checkup`
but the stupid polyclinic dint answered my calls or should i say`
they were too busy to answer a single call from me ?!
i have been calling and calling`up to 50 over phone calls` BUT`
it kept on engaging which made me couldnt call in ! fcuk`
i was being pissed off ` >:(

WAYNE & ME ! =D

2008-11-04T23:58:00.006+08:00

i decided to have a short entry since i have nothing to do`=)
anyway` i applied leave for tomorrow to go and see doctor
since im feeling super unwell and im going to have body check up too` =)
not to forget` I CAN HAVE MORE SLEEPING TIME !
well` 8 hours of sleep is really not enough for me ! =P

anyway` i got irritated by my younger sister just now`
she's getting more and more 'kaobei' and telling lies too !
i feel like giving her one slap straight to her face` fcuk !
she is the first person that irritates me so much !?

HE'S MY CUTIE NEPHEW` WAYNE GOH RUI XI ! =D

2008-11-02T18:24:00.006+08:00

FROM FAR`

TO NEAR `

AND STUPID FACES ! =)

NIKE LANYARD ! =D
yahui` i bought it ! =X

2008-10-30T20:42:00.003+08:00

TAN SHEN LI` HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ! =D

im sick ! =(
im having fever`flu `cough and bad headache ! ='(
my face is swollen mentioned by my friend ! =(
it swollen because of my wisdom tooths ! -is 3 okay?! -
and im in great pain of it ! ='(
im feeling weak ! =(

2008-10-27T14:34:00.004+08:00

today is public holiday so it means OFF DAY ! =D
i dont know why am i waking up early since im not working`
im seriously exhausted and im falling sick !
bad headache is always the one that killing me ! >=(
anyway` yesterday after working` i went to lot one to find
my mum`sisters`nephews and niece to have dinner and
we watched high school musical 3 -senior year` =)
overall`its a enjoyable day even though there's
some unhappy things happened in between`=)

sometimes` i feel like changing my blog to private`
but im a person who hate to do any troublesome thing`
in another word will be` MAFAN !
and of course` simply due to my laziness too ! =P
well` overall is` i wont change a single thing in my blog
EXCEPT the songs and most probably the links ! =)

im counting down the days to meet up the girls ! =)

you're being positive` hope you keep it that way`=)

2008-10-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

yesterday training was quite relax due to the wet ground ! =)
took our jerseys for bbaxn and some other tournaments` and
of course` for training use too ! =)
went to work today`and im glad that i finished working at 3.30pm !
so that` i could have more resting time ! =)
oh people` im going to have diet starting from tomorrow onwards !
reason behind is because` my weight had increased ! ='(
not much but 1.5kg ! i have been eating and eating when im bored and
now it leads to this ! oh fcuk` slim down please ! diet` im coming ! =X
im going to see my girlfriends in about 2/3 weeks time ?! finally !
im super looking forward to the day ! =D
girls` i promised that i will be aeroplane-no-more alright ?! =)
shall let the photos do the talking now` overdue pictures !
goodbye ! =D

CALEB ! =D

CALEB ! =D

HE WAS TRYING TO RUN AWAY ! =(

WAYNE ! =D

CREDITS ALL GOES TO GRACE !

2008-10-15T22:50:00.008+08:00

im going to fall sick soon ! =(
having bad headache in the early morning when i get myself up to work !
anyway` for your information` i will be uploading photos in a moment ! =)
out of sudden` i missed my classmates !
its been long since i last saw them !
HOPE they still remember me and willing to stay in contact` =X
O level is starting tomorrow` so i here by wish all my friends who is
taking O level` GOOD LUCK & JIAYOU ! =)
to jinhui`youse`joyce - after you girls have finished your exams`
lets meet up alright ?! =D study hard !
okay` i think i got nothing more to update`
so shall let the photos do the talking ! =P
goodbye`

WAYNE ! =D

CUTIE PIE ! =D

WAYNE & CHLOE ! =D

YUMEI & SHILING ! =D

THOSE WHO ATTENDED ! =)
and i bet the camera man dont know how to take photo !

CALEB ! =D

2008-10-09T19:40:00.007+08:00

had dinner at swissotel on last sunday`well`
the food there isnt that great and doesnt have much choices !
people who was present are` my second`third and younger sister`
my mum`my niece and two nephew !
-yumei`yukai`shiling`mummy`chloe`wayne`caleb-
when we reached home` yuluan -fourth sister- bought a cake`
and celebrated my mum advance birthday ! =)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY` MUMMY !

i still couldnt kick off my bad habit ! =(
i have been lacking out of sleep again !
i tried to sleep early when days goes by`but no matter
how tired i am` i still couldnt sleep as early as i want !
im always falling asleep at 2am plus near 3am` and waking up at 9am !
this daily routine is going to kill me off soon ! hahaa
ohya` i forgotten to mention that`last saturday training was "great" ! =X
my muscles is still aching ! ='(

going to upload a few photos taken on sunday`not much photos
because im still waiting for my sister to send me the photos !
so come and visit my blog more often okay ?!
check out the lastest updates ! LOLS ! =p

i felt hollow and lonely` =/

MY MUM !

CHLOE ! =D

WAYNE ! =D

CHLOE & CALEB ! =D

YUMEI- second sister-
sorry for the unclear picture !

SHILING ! =D

2008-10-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

out of sudden` i feel like deleting my friendster`
but ended up` i decided not to delete` =/
attending stackers training tomorrow` hope it wont be tough ! =P
every saturdays is my off day` but i have to attend trainings !
so its equal to` no rest day for me ! =(
ohya` on this coming sunday` im going to have buffet with my family !
so there's more pictures to be uploaded next week ! =)
bad news ! its time for me to cut down my food intake
because im going to become fatter and fatter ! *worried*
but my friends mentioned that` i did not change at all`
means` i did not gain any weight or something` BUT`
the fact is` IM FAT ! ohmygod` LOL !
well` im just kidding` i think i still maintain my size/weight !
because they said there's no changes in me ! HAHAHA` *happy*

nowadays` i dont know why i keep on thinking of you`
you are still moving on happily with your life while im stuck at the past ?!
get out of my mind` can you ?!
i just want to have a peace of mind`

out of sudden` i felt so stress !

2008-09-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

im finally back to update my blog after so many bloody days`hahaa
what i did in the past few days was just simply working ! =)
ohya` not to forget` i went tanning with bitch yesterday !
and in the afternoon`the sun was so great ! =D
but i doesnt seem to be very tanned ! =(
once again` after tanning` i went to work ! =)
didnt take any photos with bitch because time was too rushing ! =(
but there will be pictures uploaded when im changing back my phone
with my friend`because i dont have the cable !
the pictures was taken while working`
as we were bored and trying to kill time`=P

well` i really dont know what i can update`
and i know my blog is boring` joyce mentioned =(
but all my friends are busy with their studies`
so my life cant go any better without them`=(
ohya` i forgot to mention that im going to change to my current job
to full timer in 1st october` no longer part timer ! =D
and i decided to study at MDIS next year ! *save money* =P
alright` ending my entry here`byebye ! =)

2008-09-18T02:33:00.005+08:00

I CANT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN ! holy shit !
anyway` i went to BBMS to check everything`but
im not going to study there anymore !
a school that doesnt seem like a school !
its more on working adult working over there (office) than students studying over there`so`its OUT !
now`im considering on MDIS or KAPLAN` going to make a
trip down next week to get all the important information` =)

i dont want to be the one always trying to contact you`get it ?!
i dont think you will` hahaa

2008-09-17T04:05:00.008+08:00

ohwell` time now is already 4.05am !
and yet im still awake ! =(
lucky im not working later on` if not im going to be dead ! haha`
seriously`im f.tired ! but i couldnt close my eyes and sleep ! >=(
i have been like this for the past few days !
am i having insomnia ?! >=/ hopefully NO`
i shall consult doctor soon since im falling sick too` hahaa

ohwell` im meeting my friend in the afternoon to get
more information about the course im going to take next year`
anyway` im going to take diploma in retail management if possible`=)
once everything is confirmed`i will let you people know again`=)
but most probably` i think i can manage to study this course` =D
overall` i hope it will be a good news for me ! =)
good luck to myself` LOL !
by the way`im going to study at BBMS - Bonston Business Management School -

a few photos of my niece and nephews` =)`
please dont envy if they are too adorable` =p
time checked - 4.43am` bye !
the sims`here i come ! =)

CHLOE !

TAKE 1 - FAILED !

TAKE 2 - PASSED ?

WAYNE !

2008-09-14T23:53:00.004+08:00

oh` there's quite a number of things for me to complain`=)
but i will just state 3 things`and the rest of the complains
i will keep it to myself or complain it to my mum ! =)
FIRSTLY- my tagboard is dead` can someone please kindly tag me ?!
SECONDLY- im having muscle cramps all over my body
due to yesterday training`
THIRDLY- i really cant stand ****** ( racist ) ` =X

im lifeless for the time being now`
because`days for me is working and resting at home`
friends are all preparing for their O's`
anyway` good luck to joyce`jinhui`youse for the coming O's` =)
jiayou ah ! =)
alright` there's nothing more to update` so goodbye ! =)

working is fun ` =)

2008-09-08T17:19:00.005+08:00

OHWELL` I FINALLY DECIDED NOT TO CUT MY HAIR !
BECAUSE I COULDNT DECIDE WHICH SALON TO GO !
LET IT GROW LONGER SO I CAN CUT ANY STYLE I LIKE !
AND IT WILL BE EASIER FOR THE STYLIST TO STYLE`I THINK ! HAHAA
BUT WELL` IM GOING TO TRIM MY HAIR LATER ON ! =)

anyway` things had been settled in stackers`
its between me and gaolao` so its a secret ! =)
and i really need to thanks him for his understanding and stuff`
ohya` for your extra information` i did not get SLACKED by gaolao !
thank you ! =)

2008-09-05T20:06:00.003+08:00

yesterday` i went out with youse and jinhui`
and the feeling which i felt was` like FINALLY
we can go out together`and of course`happy too ! =D
really had a great talk and fun with the both of them ! =)
im lazy to elaborate what we had done`
but i will let the photos do the talking ! =)

anyway` im going to cut my hair either`
on this coming monday or tuesday !
IM GOING TO CHANGE A NEW HAIRSTYLE !
i feel so sick with my current hairstyle`
its been so many freaking years` and its still the same !
so its time for me to have a new look ? LOL !
i wonder what kind of hairstyle will the stylist cut` =/
alright alright` im ending my entry here`
so goodbye and its pictures time ! =)

ITS TIME FOR ME TO HAVE DIET ! =(

2008-08-29T21:04:00.013+08:00

hello people` im back to blogger` =)
finally i had met jinhui up`although it was just a few minutes`
but we seem like we have alot of things to chit-chat `
since we have not been seeing each other for a MONTH !
anyway`CONGRATULATE her for getting A1 for her chinese O level` =)
LIM JINHUI` MEET UP SOON ! =D

now` lets talk about studies again` =/
seriously` i have not been attending school more than 2 WEEKS !
keep on repeating to have ENDURANCE` but i really cant do it !
everyone keep asking me to think think think` THINK PROPERLY
whether im doing in the correct way ?! but` my answer is still the same`
although i left 4 more months to graduate` i dont need a office certificate !
because im not going to be an office girl` =D`
i hope this is going to be the last time for me to repeat this ! =)
im so INCONSTANT ! =(

anyway` im going to sell one clothe over here`
i just bought it yesterday` means` i HAVENT wear yet`
i will upload the photos` if you are interested`
feel free to contact me ! hehees` =P
humph` well` i think thats all for this entry` im tired !
so goodbye` =)

FRONT

BACK

so people`its 2 PIECES @ $22 ! FREE SIZE !
inside is just a red colour tank top ! =)
fyi` its NEW` i bought it YESTERDAY ! =)
* usual price for both is up to $30 ! *

2008-08-22T01:12:00.001+08:00

OH WELL ! its time for me to have some updating`hahaa
im not going to attend school later on` and i have not been
attending school for the 4 bloody days ! =/
means that` i did not attend school for ONE WEEK ! =x
i have not been a good girl nowadays` =( ` LOL !
after one week of resting` im going to get myself up to attend`
school everyday -hopefully- until holiday comes ! =)
i need MOTIVATION badly to attend school ! =(

by the way` i think i got every subjects debarred from exams !
because of poor attendance ! but well` if i need to retake the exams`
im willing to retake even though i need to wait for months ?
from the above`i think you can sense how stupid`dumb or stubborn i am`
but well` seriously speaking` i do need a certificate
but`i dont need a OFFICE certificate !
even if a certificate like` office skills can secure for my future`
i still dont need it because IM NOT going to be a office girl !
HELLO PEOPLE` i know im stupid but well` i think i stated it clearly that`
IM NOT GOING TO BE A OFFICE GIRL !
why i still choose to continue this course ?
reason was because i have ENDURED for 8 f.months !
as` in the past 8 months` there's really something that keep me
motivated to school` but` is in the PAST !

i think whatever i typed` its all ridiculous ?
because` in the end` i chose to continue` hahaa
but all the above` its all from the bottom of my heart ! humphs`
alright` i think i should end my entry here`
goodbye ! =)

2008-08-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

JOYCE FOO MAN YEE !
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D

well` its 2.37am in the morning and yet im still awake !
days pass pretty fast for me nowadays ! =)
the reason behind is because`
i have been working`working and working !! =D
and this lead to neglect of my studies ! =/
i have been thinking whether should i continue my studies for now`
because there's too much projects and too little time for me !
and there's nothing motivate me to school anymore ! =(
and i totally lost interest in studies ! TOTALLY !!
well` i dont know why am i keep on thinking about`
quitting school nowadays but overall` im going to endure
for 4 more months before i graduate from the f.school ! =)
all thanks to bitch -kailin- and yuluan -my sister- for waking me up ! =)

anyway` i really cant imagine my days in ITE for the 4 months !
skipping lessons was what i always did in the past and even for now ?!
but seriously speaking` i feel that going to school is a TORTURE ! >:/
ohwell` no matter how i say or what i say is useless`
since im going to ENDURE for the 4 more months ! right ?! HAHAAS`
by the way`i really dont know whats going on for all the f.projects i missed !
so classmates` please update me alright ?! LOLS ` =P
alright` i think its time for me to get going` so` GOODBYE ! =)

HUANG YUQING`
ENDURE FOR 4 MORE MONTHS !

to jinhui`youse`joyce -
JIAYOU FOR YOUR O's !
and we are going to see each other on the 23rd august ! =)
you all are being missed by me ! hehees` XP

2008-08-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

it seems quite a long time since i last blogged` hahaa
nowadays`im quite busy with my life`
and its like FINALLY to me` LOL !
im not going to be lifeless anymore ! =))
ohwell` seriously i dont know what to blog
because there's really nothing for me to update`
as im busy with my studies and work` =/
okay` people` tell me what can i blog about ?! LOL
ohya`my attendance in school had gone from bad to worse !
HUANG YUQING` STOP SELF-DISMISSING ! =X
well`still left 4 months plus to graduate / finish the course`
so` I MUST ENDURE ! =((
i have to end my entry here` im going to sister's house`
so i must get prepared now ! hahaas`
so` goodbye ! =)

JOYCE FOO - YES` I AGREED ! ITS A BORING BLOG ! hahaas`

JINHUI & SHENLI - UPDATED ! =)

2008-07-28T04:12:00.004+08:00

before i start my entry` i have to`
THANKS GAOLAO for the disney land cookies ! =)
well` seriously i dont know why last time i can stuck`
infront the computer the WHOLE day for doing nothing and`
during that time` i havent even started watching anime online !
as for now` I CANT ?! i cant even stuck infront the
computer more than 8 hours ! and 30 minutes later` i feel BORED !
even if im watching anime` i will still feel bored after 5 or 6 episode`
but well`the only way for me to stuck infront the computer is`ANIME !
and of course those f-projects work ! =/
ridiculous is the only word to describe the past time ?!

ohwell` im having school in few hours time`
and yet` im still awake ! >:/
this semester` my attendance has gone to worse ! =(
self-dismiss is the reason for having bad attendance ! =X
OHMY` i must kick off this bad habit !
if not` im unable to take the exams again ! LOL`
i must IMPROVE my attendance` so` no more self-dismiss ! =/
alright` i should end my entry here` i need a rest by watching ANIME !
project project project is making me mad`
so its time to take a break ! =)
goodbye !

2008-07-25T14:51:00.002+08:00

when i was on the way back home`
a group of indians students from AVI board the bus`
im not trying to be racist over here`but well there's no offence`
i felt that they were making fun of themselves` or should
i say they are clown ? they behaved in a way that it makes
me felt like they are just a group of clown ! gosh`
anyway`FYI` im racist ! =)

seriously speaking` i dont have the feeling to go for training anymore`
everything changed in sucha way that -dotdotdot- `
yes` its no longer the same anymore`
i stayed all because of GL and of course SOME friends`
-the reasons why i still choose to stay now-
so for now onwards` after training i will get back home straight ! =)
i think its much better for me to be like this too` =)
and im okay if there's no people come and talk to me` im fine with it` =))
to me` being alone is nothing since i had already get used to it ` =P

2008-07-22T17:03:00.005+08:00

i finally decided to delete blogs which are`
private blogs and long-time-didnt-update blogs`
cause i found it USELESS if you set your blog to private`
and dint invite me` so how am i going to read your blog ?!
as for the long-time-didnt-update blogs` i think its the same`
you dint update your blog since 123456789 months`
then how am i going to know your daily life or should i say`
how am i going to know` nowadays how/where have you been ?!
well` its totally ridiculous to me` thank you !

attended school until 1pm today`home sweet home`
had nap for awhile and here i am ! =)
going to stay at home the whole day because`
im tired and lazy after i woke up from my nap just now` =/
and of course` nobody date me out ! LOL
so`im going to play the sims 2 -freetime to kill my boredom ! =D
alright` im going to end my entry here`
its time for me to kill my boredom ! =))
byebye`

2008-07-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

school school school`study study study`
project project project` play play play`
and im here to add another thing to my daily life`
which is` WORK WORK WORK ! =(
im going to start working tomorrow ! =/
im working with jasmine`but she's not working tomorrow ! =(
well` i think its going to be super boring` HAHAA
seriously speaking` im still feel being lifeless now`
maybe im lifeless as ever ! LOL
so goodbye !

BITCH` im sorry !

sometimes i feel that` im not needed for anyone of my friends`
i failed in many many ways` yes` i did ! and i did it horrible !
i failed being as a friend` i failed whatever things i did or
even before i do anything` sighs !

2008-07-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

BITCH -kailin` HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
best wishes from me ! =)

wellwellwell` i didnt attend school today !
the reason behind is because` im sick ! =(
im down with fever and cough again ! =((
doesnt have much feeling to life nowadays`
and im totally no-life now ! how sickening` =/
how i wish time could go faster than usual`so that`
i wont be thinking too much on certain things and
feeling stressful ! well`it will never ever happen`
so`huang yuqing` JUST DREAM ON ! hahaa
erms` i dont know how to continue with my entry now`
because`like i mentioned` im lifeless nowadays ! LOL`
so when im having much life` i will update again ! =)
goodbye !

friends forever`=)

2008-07-12T07:37:00.002+08:00

finally its saturday and i still woke up early in the morning ! =(
well` after sooo many days`
i finally can get to see JINHUI later ! =)

school is totally @#$%^&*($% because`
the teacher who is teaching us basic of personal finance is @#$%^ !
i totally cant UNDERSTAND what he's trying to teach !
i cant even HEAR what he's trying to say !
and im having sucha feeling that my-bpf- sure-gone-case ! =/
received project on the 4th day of school ! -.-' ` ohwell`
im going to be hell busy with school work and stuff for this semester ! =(

well` yesterday went for interview ! =)
i hope she will give me a call ! =)
accompanied jasmine to find work after that`
walked around plaza sing with my uniform` and people at there gave me
a feeling that they-looked-down-on-ite-students ! hey people`
so whats wrong with ITE ?! if its bothering you` then fuckoff !
stop having the looks which you are looked down on ite students !
well` i apologise if i said something harsh`but
im really feeling irritated towards it !

alright` lets change subject/topic` =)
recently` i found a new anime which is 结界师 !
its quite nice i can say but the boy is quite childish` -.-'
ohwell` thats why it called anime ! ahahhaas`
okay` im going to end my entry here !
im going to have my breakfast now ! =)
so goodbye`

2008-07-10T06:47:00.002+08:00

im here to have a short entry again before`
i get prepared for school later on` =)
well` school is totally boring if michelle and kailing is not around`
we have been joking since school started` and of course`
self dismiss from school too ! =X
ohwell` tomorrow after my school` im going over to macperson for
interview at zara ! good luck to myself ! =/
alright` im going to have my breakfast now !
so`goodbye !
*maggie` here i come ! =)

i dont know whats wrong with me nowdays`
i have been acting the way i shouldnt be !
im having sooo muchh problems which i dont understand why`
it makes me feel like` i will die at anytime` -.-'
ohwell` am i getting crazier ?!
just leave me alone when i feel like being alone ! thank you`

2008-07-07T23:57:00.004+08:00

ohwell` school started ! =(
and its starting 9am everyday now ! =))
got to learn new subjects` like business event organisation etc`
today went to school for 30 minutes`and went back home !
because its the first day of school for this semester`means`
teachers wont be teaching anything as there's no books ! =/
took cab home with kailing and the taxi driver drove one big round !
how sickening can it be ! fuck`

alright` yesterday went sentosa with jasmine and my sister ! =)
words cant describe the feeling i was having`
but i really enjoyed the fun` =)
i will let the pictures do the talking but not now`
because im lazy`i will upload some other time` =)
well` nothing more to continue` so`
goodbye ! =)

2008-07-05T13:55:00.002+08:00

im here to have a short entry before i get myself
prepared for training later on` =)
well` my holiday is coming to the end ` =(
starting school on this coming monday` =(
im having dont-feel-like-going-to-school-but-want-to-see-my-friend mood !
ohwell` lets dont talk about it` hahahaa~
CHLOE AND WAYNE IS AT MY HOUSE NOW !
ohmy` they are still cute as ever ! LOL` but i still cant stand the noise they are making now together with my sister and caleb`
i really hate noisy environment ! or should i say`
i really hate noisy places ? well` i think its the same`
it doesnt really make any different` HAHA
ohwell` i think i got nothing more to continue` so goodbye ! =)

2008-07-04T20:21:00.005+08:00

well` im really lazy to update`
didnt attend friendly match against RP today`
because i need to take care of my nephew and sister as
both my parents are out` =/
im feeling so irritating by the noise they are making NOW !
keep on shouting here and there like nobody business`-.-'
ohwell` i couldnt stand it anymore !!

if time could turn back` i wish i could turn it into a better one`
and I MISS PLAYING STREET BALL ! sighs`

2008-07-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

JINHUI` HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

SUNDAY- stayed at home the whole day`
- played the sims 2 freetime and watched naruto to spend my day`=)

YESTERDAY- woke up at 7.30am plus`i only had 1 hour plus of sleep ! =(
- went to meet kailin at my house downstairs
- headed off to suntec city as kailin need to go for interview`
- next` we headed off to physiotherapy department at SGH`
- waited 30minutes for her to finish the therapy for knee`=/
- had lunch at there because we were both hungry ! =P
- headed to town next` to get jinhui's birthday present and stuff !
- home sweet home ! =)
- around 11pm plus to midnight` kailin came over to my house`
- to finish her "last minute" things` HAHAHHA~
- and well` i went to sleep first ! LOL ! =X

TODAY- open the door early in the morning for kailin`
- she was late to meet up with jinhui as she was sending her to school !
- went back to sleep until 2pm plus`
- went to meet kailin at panjang lrt station`
- and i waited for her for 15 MINUTES ! =/
- went to buy the cake and walked back to my house`-.-'
- next` kailin continued to do her stuff while im watching naruto`=P
- off she went to meet jinhui around 5pm plus`
- so` i went to play the sims 2 freetime ! hahahaha~
- youse came to my house as we planned alot of thing to bluff jinhui ! =X
- around 9pm` off we went to jinhui's house downstairs` =)
- put the candles on the cake and stuff and we gave her a surprise !
- played around and bluff-ed her something` and she believed !
- and when we told her the truth` she dont even believe it ` =/
- well` she's too naive ! hahaha !
- went off at around 10pm plus` since youse and jinhui is having school`
- waited for kailin at my house downstairs`chatted awhile`and home sweet home ! =)

ohwell` there's nothing for me to continue updating`
so`im going to continue watching naruto ! =D
i will upload photos once i got it from jinhui` =)
goodbye` =)

2008-06-28T22:23:00.009+08:00

im feeling super irritating now ! because i cant login
to my msn and yet i have to use ebuddy again !
and it took so slow for me to load a show ! fuck !
what happened to the internet connection !
i feel like scolding all the vulgarities now ! arghh`

alright`shall stop saying all the things that made me felt irritated`
well` went to training today` and im the first to reach ! =/
gaolao reached at the same time as me`so we chatted inside
the club while waiting for the rest to come` =)
waited for everyone to reach since it was raining`
waited and waited` finally the rain stopped` went to clean
the court and played some "games" =)`
well` it was quite fun but yet tiring ! =P
next` we played 5 vs 5 with the 18s and above 18s` =(
was grouped with the under16s` because we are the team for next year
under18s youth cup`=) ` overall` it was a draw ? =/
debrief and went back with jinhui` kailin ` =)
alighted outside bpcc` went to bangkit with jinhui to get our dinner`=P
and home sweet home !

problem solved ! =)

2008-06-25T21:07:00.005+08:00

few hours ago` i just get to know my result !
all thanks to kailing for telling me that the result was out`
i scored 3.25 for my GPA ! =)
i dont think i can get into higher nitec but ya`
i also dont want to get into higher nitec because im no longer
interested in studies`but at least i want to get a nitec cert ! =)
amanda` i still keep the promise between us ! =D
well`these few days stayed at home again ! =/
im rotting like nuts ! =(
but as i say` im fine with it` because thats my popularity`=)
and nowdays` im back to dont-feel-like-talking-to-anyone that kind of feeling`hahaa` i dont know what happened to me`
but i just want to be ALONE !
ohwell` nothing more to continue`so i shall end my entry here`=)
goodbye ! naruto-ing` =P

2008-06-23T20:36:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY` CALEB ! =D`

well` im here to upload stacker's gathering photos ! =)
all thanks to jinhui for the photos`
as from some combined photos` credits goes to
CHEW ZIQUN ! thank you !! =)
im waiting for avis to send me the rest of the photos from her camera` =P

STACKERS UNDER18s` WITH GAOLAO`SHIMU` YUNA ! =D

CHEW ZIQUN ! =D

BITCH - kailin ! =D

LIM JINHUI ! =D

PUSHPOPS ! =D

TOP- YAHUI` CENTER- AUNTY SUMEI` BOTTOM- MICHELLE ! =D

THE THREE OF US ! =D

ME AND MUMMY- AVIS ! =D

ME` ZIQUN` YAHUI - THE RANDOM US ! =X

I WAS PLAYING AROUND ! HAHAHA !

VIP ! =P

MY PARTNER- ANN AND BITCH ! =D

GAOLAO ! =D

2008-06-22T23:51:00.013+08:00

im feeling so irritated towards msn now !
i couldnt sign in and i dont know why`
there's nothing wrong with the connection or whatsoever`
i tried lots of time but still cant`so i have to use ebuddy !
what the fuck ?! ohwell` just came back from my sister's house`
some pictures will be uploaded` =)
so here it is ` =)

jinhui` im waiting for you to online to send me pictures ! =P

THEY ARE MY NEPHEWS AND NIECE ! =D

CALEB AND CHLOE ! =D

ME AND CHLOE ! =D

ME AND CALEB ! =D

THE CUTIE- WAYNE ! =D

SIMPLE BUT YET NICE ! =)

2008-06-22T12:53:00.002+08:00

had a very weird dream just now`
and now im feeling so uneasy ! =(
its a dream that you all cannot imagine ! =/
it scared the hell out of me ! ='(
alright` drop this topic ! =)
im going to my 2nd sister's house later to celebrate
my nephew -caleb- advance birthday !
wayne and chloe is at my house now ! =D
ohmy` they are so cute ! especially wayne ! =))

YESTERDAY- went to ps with ziqun` =)
slacked awhile and went off to meet up with the rest !
waited for gaolao and shimu to come`and off we went to the party room`
its much more bigger compared with marina square`=P
played pool` sang songs together and played dices too !
and of course` photo taking ! hahaha~
played all the way until 1am` =)
and took night rider home ! because i was really tired`
further more` there's only a few people toning`
because under16s having their match today at 4pm`
and some having something on today` so`
i went home together with jinhui/kailin/ziqun ! =P
reached home was around 2am plus ! hahaa

i will upload the photos once i got it from the rest`=)
alright` i want to watch naruto now` so`
im going to end my entry here` =)
goodbye~

2008-06-19T12:59:00.004+08:00

ohwell` i stayed up the whole night again !
the reason behind is because yesterday i woke up at 12am !
i slept through the whole day ! =X
well` i mentioned this in my previous entry before`which was`
im treating night as morning` morning as night`
so`i must really kick off this habit before school reopen ! =/

for the past few days` i dont know why i dont feel like talking to
anyone in msn and i have been staying at home for 4 days`
REASONS ?
firstly- im lazy + tired
secondly- nobody ask me out
thirdly- cashless
and within these 4 days i spent at home`
i dint receive any phone calls or any messages` how great isnt ?!
this show how good my popularity is` HAHA !
well` it has an advantage too`which is` my bill wont burst again ! =))
somehow` i felt lonely but i think that this feeling is good`=X
because`you dont need to care what are your friend doing`
you dont need to take all the blames whereas its not your fault` sometimes-
you dont need to find topic to talk`
you dont need to worry this and that` and whats going to happen`
you dont need to find clothes or lack of clothes to wear`
you can stay at home and do whatever things you want`
you can sleep whenever you want too` =D
all these was how i felt when im alone`=)

not to forget`stackers is having gathering on this coming saturday !
im so looking foward ! i cant wait to see everyone`
and its been such a long time since we last went out`
its going to be hell lots of fun` and there's pictures for me to upload ! =)
well` its kbox again` its just that the venue changed to cineleisure`
and i thought gaolao will come out with new idea` hahahas`
hey`huang yuqing` stop complaining ! its good that gaolao organised
it for us and dont need to take out any single cents !
alright` the time is same like last time` 6pm to 1am` =)
do you think we will be home after that ? hehee` NO !
we are going to ton at town ! =)
well` im going to end my entry here` last but not least`
GAOLAO` THANK YOU ! =D

why am i acting happy when i dont even feel that way`
what on the outside cannot use it on the inside`
because it all in a opposite way`
no one can truly understand me` how i wish i could find that someone ?
can i find that someone ? =/
im feeling so down lately` what happened to me ? i dont know`
hais~

2008-06-17T19:17:00.002+08:00

now my house is oh-so-noisy !
i really cant stand the noise they are making now`
i just woke up from my sleep not long`
all thanks to them` they spoilt my dream ! =(
they are very cute although they are the noise maker` =X
my 4th sister is having the fun with them now`
well` i think i shall stop here`
not going out to entertain them but going to watch anime ! =P
goodbye ! =)

2008-06-17T10:16:00.006+08:00

i have been awake for the whole night !
well` yesterday i spent my day at home`
from morning slept all the way til 11pm plus !
thats why im still here early in the morning`=P
oh`im going to stay at home for today and tomorrow ! =)
having headache nowadays` which i dont know why`
i have been sleeping for more than 12 hours or so`
humphh` maybe it seem too long for me ?
but no matter how long i sleep` i still feel tired`
i know the longer you sleep` the more you feel tired`
but` im really too lazy to get off from my bed ! =(
i have been treating morning as night` night as morning !
arghh` i shall kick off my bad habit ! =/
if you dont get what i mean then im sorry`
because i dont know what im typing too ! =X
but still` i hope you know what i mean ! =P
well` not to forget` today is my sister's birthday` so`
HUANG SHI LING` HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D
i cant get a proper sleep later because her friends are coming to our house ! =(

im not going to care / listen to any of these complicated "stories" anymore`
in and out of my ears from now onwards !
no more comment shall be given`
i dont know who to trust or whatsoever` i scare that my trust will be used`
i already had some awful experience` i dont want it to happen again !
i will see how's the things going and think it deeply in my mind`
and i believe` one fine day` i will know who to believe and who's not`
wait` i have to correct myself !
is not that i dont believe / trust any of your` its just because that`
all this is too complicated for me to understand and definite`
if i say anything wrong or let you people feel very ____ -fill in the blank yourself-
then im sorry` im just typing how i feel right now`
well` 错就错在我太笨 !

i cant stop thinking of you nowadays`
why must you keep appearing in my dream !
its all in the past` how i wish i can get rid of you in my mind`
but` i think i still cant let go ?
arghhh` fuck !

im finding myself so useless and hopeless`how great isnt ?!

2008-06-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

well` went training today ! =)
ohmy` i miss them sooo muchhh ! =X
didnt really train because our match was over`=(
under16s having their game tomorrow` so overall`
today training was slack like $$@(*@$@&^ !
went to have dinner at redhill market`=)
and home sweet home !
alright` tomorrow im going to meet jinhui at 6.40am`
we are going to head to sembawang and meet up with the rest`
going over to have 3 on 3 games` after that` under16s will be
having their match at 7pm`SBC` means`
we are going to support them ! =)
ZIQUN` PLAY HARD ! JIAYOU ! =D

i hope my 3 points will be as accurate as today ! =P
everyone` jiayou for tomorrow 3 on 3 ! =)

i realised that im not the usual self anymore`
i felt guilty whenever i see you`
no matter whats going to happen`
i hope you can believe me and give me the trust`

you made me felt so disappointed !
i totally cant imagine it`

2008-06-11T21:01:00.009+08:00

ohwell` i stayed at home the whole day again ! =/
supposed to attend AES training today but well`
i overslept and i was really tired ! =X
for the entire day` i was finding games to kill my boredom`
but ended up` i chose to watch anime because i dont even know
how to play` maple`audition`gunbound`cs`dota ! =X
i only know how to play viwawa`neopets`msn/yahoo games`
oh`and not to forget` THE SIMS ! =)
so dont ever ask me to play maple or audition all this with you people`=)
alright` i think i shall play the sims later ! =D
well` i shall upload photos which taken on monday` =)
and the credits goes to annie` thank you ! =D

after playing 5 vs 5` im ugly =)`

LAOHENG !

2008-06-10T16:35:00.004+08:00

firstly` i just woke up not long`
secondly` im going to stay at home the whole day ! =)
thirdly` im going to watch 命中注定我爱你 episode 13 ! XD`
ohwell` lets talk about yesterday`

YESTERDAY- went back to aes for training together with amanda/vanessa/denise/annie`=)
- vanessa's boyfriend drove us to plaza and had lunch together`
- chit-chatted for awhile and ziqun came`
- me and ziqun went off first while the rest still at plaza waiting for ah dong`
- slacked at home for nearly 2hours`went to bathe & took bus to clementi`
- saw jinhui and we accompanied her to wait for kailin`
- reached outside sbc before 6pm`changed & waited for the door to open`
- started doing warm-up and stuff`
- most of them was having stomachache` and some of feeling shag ? i think`
- lost to hornets` and thats the end of youth cup` =(
- had debrief and went to eat at mac`
- well` this was my first time that the AM wanted to call the police just because we talked and laughed too loudly` and kailin talked back to the AM` but i really think that if we are too loud` cant he just ask us to lower down our volume ? ohwell` i forgot to mention` i was being irritated by the way he talks ! and all of us waited for the police to come over but` its quite wasting our time so we went off` and i think he doesnt even call the police to come` alright` i bet i wont go to that mac again because it totally **** !
- while walking to mrt station` i was pissed off by ziqun`because she banged me and my towel dropped on the sand/ mud + grass` FYI` after training or games` i must have my towel with me and i mean` on my hand if not i will feel so uncomfortable and if i dont have towel` i will die !! anyway`ziqun` actually i was not pissed off by this but is because i was super pissed off outside sbc and mac and you banged me` my towel dropped and i can no longer hold my temper so main point is` you are unlucky` HAHAHAA !
- took train back with the rest and took lrt back alone` =)
- reached home was already 12am plus`bathed and talked on phone with shenli until 3.40am`an i felt asleep before 4am` hahahaas`=P

LIHAN - take good care of your ankle and rest well ! =D

SHIMIN & SHENLI- rest well and hope you are feeling much better ! =)

JINHUI - CHEERUP !

to under18s- although its the end of our this year youth cup` i hope all of you can cheerup and whatever its going to happen` we are still team mates ! =)

yesterday i dont know why i think of you suddenly`
its been 1 year 6 months` it doesnt seem to be long but its not short either
but hopefully` i wish to get rid of you- bastard out of my mind` =)

2008-06-08T17:09:00.014+08:00

supposed to go and watch ziqun's match`BUT`
i didnt went because i was overslept cum im having fever !
well` im really sorry about it`
congrats to the under16s as they made it to the second round !
alright`since im free + not lazy` i will upload the photos now ! =)

under18s` jiayou for tomorrow game !
lets play it with no regrets ! =)
JIAYOU ! =D

JOYCE ! =D

JINHUI ! =D

YOUSE ! =D

ZIQUN ! =D

THIS PROVED THAT JINHUI IS VIOLENT ! =P

COACH` KENDY !

2008-06-07T23:30:00.008+08:00

went to queensway and waited for ziqun`
and i waited for 30minutes ! well`
it was 15minutes earlier than michelle and jiaqian !
as i waited the both of them for 45minutes !
they are the longest record now !
alright` back to topic ! hahaas`
went to training ground after we had changed our stuff`
went to senior citizens there to have a sit because
it was raining and the ground was wet plus club havent open yet !
well` something happened which im not going to elaborate`
spent almost 1hour plus over there and headed to court since
the rain stopped and the ground was quite dry`
played with the under16s` we won !
trained formations after that` =))
had dinner at tiong bahru` and home sweet home with jinhui ! =D
anyway` im sorry for the pictures` im really lazy now !
but i promised i will upload when im not lazy + free okay ?!
sorry people ! goodbye ! =)

under16s` jiayou for tomorrow game although i know you all sure win`
but still` jiayou okay` especially CHEW ZIQUN ! =)

well` i wasnt in a very good mood for the past few days`
i really feel like being alone ! dont ask me why` thank you !
perhaps` i dont know what am i thinking ?
maybe` im too good at hiding myself ! LOL

KOH YUNA ! CHEERUP ! =DD

2008-06-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

im here` =)` wellwell` i just reached home not long ago`=P
okay` today is a very pathetic day for me ! =X`
went to clementi sports hall` queensway and kembangan`
watched teck ghee vs home united for both under18s and 16s`
teck ghee under18s lost by 6 points while 16s won them by 10points`
well` its a very exciting game because all the points was quite near`=)
CHEW ZIQUN accompanied me through out the entire day ! =D

ohya` i forgotten to mention something in the previous two entry`
which is` I HAVE NO MAID NOW !
i got to do all the chores already` =( `well` not really all`hahaas
its been a long time ever since i last did the chores without maid !
ohwell` i shall do it without complains ` hahaas

tomorrow having training at 3pm`
and im going to head over to queensway first`=X
lets train hard` and lets try our very best for the last match`
lets think of win instead of lose` instead of buying 3 basketballs`
why not lets have a treat from gaolao ?! LOL`
so everyone` JIAYOU` ohya` by the way`
congrats to under16s for wining both their matches` =)
alright` im going to rest now` im tired ! =P
i got the photos from youse already` but i will upload when im free`
so goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

thanks for the concern` =)
i will be fine` no worries`

2008-06-05T11:33:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY- went to meet kailin at cck`
- had lunch and kailin accompany her brother to see doctor nearby`
- meet up with szeyee and jinhui`
- but szeyee alighted at clementi to wait for yuna`
- me/jinhui/kailin were the earliest to reach kmrt !
- went to do shooting while waiting for the rest`
- changed and started warm up when everyone was ready`
- game started and blahblahblah`lost by 18points !
- went over to void deck to debrief and at the same time doing punishment`
- after debrief slacked awhile outside kcc`
- walked over to "nearby" coffeeshop to have our dinner`
- home sweet home with the rest`

ohwell` im going to meet up with jiaqian they all at queensway at 2.45pm`
after that`we are going to kmrt to watch U16s match against jurong west`
their match started at 5.30pm ! CHEW ZIQUN JIAYOU ! =D

im feeling irritated towards my life now` which i dont know why !
whenever im upset or unhappy why must i act as if its nothing ?
well` what a sickening life i have ! im really sick and tired of it !
all the things i wished its all becoming ... -words that couldnt describe-`
i dont dare to wish for anthing anymore`
i have been feeling terrible for the past few days`
i really wish to be alone` i have not be myself for days`
i couldnt find back the old me` well` people do change` but i want back
the old time ! which its really impossible` so` forget it`because sometimes
i perfer the life im having now than last time` alright im weird`

maybe i dont suit to be a basketballer like you said`
its not i dont want to listen to you` i know its my fault for
doing such passes but i really dont have the strength to do chest pass`
i will be even more lousier than the pass i did` but well`
what can i say ? nothing but just train`

2008-06-04T12:02:00.003+08:00

im having my holidays starting from today ! celebrate~ =P
i have been really tired these few days !
finally finished my exams`no need to go to school for 1 month ! =D
alright` im going to kembangan to have match later`
against T-NET @ BUKIT MERAH` 7pm game !
well` going to get out of my house at 3.30pm`
need to reach there at 5pm and meet up with the rest`
UNDER18s` JIAYOU ! lets play our very best in this game ! =)

YESTERDAY- after school` went home to sleep`
- meet yuna at 4pm and headed to cck mrt to wait for kailin`
- went over to kembangan and meet up with the rest`
- when we were on the train` kailin kept on laughing at my english`
well` she's bad ! hehees`=P
- watched under16s match together with joyce and youse ! =))
- took bus to east coast with joyce/youse/jinhui/ziqun after U16s debrief `
- reached there and started eating`took photos and gossip around ! =X
- took cab back together with the juniors ! hehees`
- me/jinhui/youse alighted opposite jinhui's house`
- reached home and bathe was already 11.30pm !
- fell asleep before 12pm and woke up at 4am to revise my exam for today !

ohwell` im super tired ! -O-`
i will upload the photos once i get it from youse ! =D
alright` im going to have my nap now !
last but not least` UNDER18s` JIAYOU ! =))

2008-06-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

AMANDA GOH ! MY TUESDAY !
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
im really sorry about today !

hello people` im back ! =D
its going to be a short entry today because im tired !
i got to wake up at 3am later on to revise my CTR ! =(
ohwell` im having exam for the next 2 days`
had OSA test today` i hope i can manage to score A ! =X
went to have friendly match against RP just now`we lost !
had dinner inside RP` hahaas
crapped awhile and took bus home alone ! =(
as for yesterday` we lost the match against combined school`
and its sure-lose-game` but we got thrashed over 100points plus !
had dinner and home sweet home with jinhui and kailin ! =)
alright` im going to rest now ! im really tired !

oh` what the fuck am i playing ? its totally a mess !
wellwellwell` pray god that i can do it better than the previous game on wednesday !
everyone` lets jiayou and have more confidence ! =))

i feel that im totally useless !
had those experience which is more than others`but i played
like im just a 'newborn baby' ! ohfuck !

2008-05-30T20:46:00.004+08:00

WEDNESDAY- didnt attend school
- spent all my time at home to slack !

THURSDAY- went to school`
- self dismissed at 12pm`
- went plaza starbucks to slack with michelle and kailing ! =)
- slacked awhile and i headed home !
- rested awhile at home and off i went to meet yuna and shimin
to training ground !
- it started raining not long after we reached`
- went to void deck and slacked while waiting for the rain to stop`
- fell asleep while the rest were happily chatting`
- training started after the rain stopped`
- tianyi trained us` we trained our defence !
- after training` went to tiong bahru and had LJS for dinner again`
- took train home instead of bus` as it was quite late`
- dont know what happened to me` because i suddenly felt cold ! =/
- home sweet home with jinhui ! =)
GOOD NEWS` YOU'RE BACK ! =D

TODAY- didnt attend school again`
- im down with fever again ! =(
- had 16 hours of sleep ! =))
- slept all the way until 8pm which was 46 minutes ago` hahaas`
- had fried rice as dinner` =/
- ohmy` im feeling so shag now ! =X

tomorrow we are going to have our last training`
before our first game which its on the 1ST JUNE !
arghh` i feel so nervous towards it ! =/
well` under18s` jiayou ! =P
i bet they are going to have LJS as dinner tomorrow !
because they want to eat the PIG-LEG` the new promotion ! =/
alright` i got nothing more to post` so goodbyes ! =)
ohya`i forgot to mention that` MY BIG SISTER & NIECE IS BACK !

2008-05-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

today is the worse day i ever had !
i think its applied to all under18s`
ohwell` i really got no mood to continue but`
i really really want you to be back !
i dont want all the hardships we went through together become a waste ?!

my mood now is` =((( and i feel like ='((

2008-05-26T23:32:00.004+08:00

PRISCILLA`
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

ohwell` i deleted the previous entry again ! =X
firstly` i didnt attend school because im simply too tired !
had more than 12 hours of sleep again` woke up at 7pm plus !
i find myself getting lazier when days goes by ! =X
my big sister and my niece is coming back tomorrow ! =D
arghh` i missed them sooo muchh !
supposed to go to changi airport after my school tomorrow but`
im having training so i cant go and fetch them back ! =(
having exams in 7 days time ! going to mug for it `
because i dont want to retake modules ! =)
and im going to have my holidays soon ! cant wait for it ^^
6 MORE DAYS LEFT TO YOUTH CUP ! under18s` lets work harder ! =)
ohya` today is O level chinese papers` i hope all of you are doing well ! =D
mug hard for all the upcoming test / exams ` best wishes !
alright` nothing more to continue ! so im ending here !
goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

ohfuck` my back hurts even more now ?!
the pain is killing me !! ='(

我有口难言`

JINHUI AND ME ! =D

BITCH AND ME ! =D

2008-05-24T23:44:00.009+08:00

yesterday FINALLY had more than 12 hours of sleep !
but today` i only had less than 6 hours of sleeping time`
and went to training ! well` supposed to reach at 4pm for under18s`
but well` it seem like everybody` i mean under18s`
all reach around 3pm and thats good ! =)
well` today training was quite pathetic`
under16s + under18s` shared one ball ! pathetic isnt ?!
we shared one pathetic ball because club was closed !
training was quite slack due to this ? =/
went to tiong bahru and had LJS as our dinner ! =)
slacked awhile and went to take train home`
on the way back to cck` i was being bullied by KAILIN & SHENLI ! ='(
ohya` by the way everyone` please take note`
MY DADDY`SHIMIN IS MY SISTER SCIENCE TEACHER !
my sister label her as miss chua ! hahahas`

im feeling so hyper now` reason behind is ` I CUT MY OWN HAIR !
oh people` please dont panic` hahaas` i just cut it thinner ! =X
ohmygod` i really need to cut down the food intake ! diet diet diet ! =X
humphs` im not going to continue since there's nothing for me to post`
so goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

im sorry that you cant read the below part of the post`
because it's the things which im saying to myself` so ya`
people` im sorry !

i suddenly feel like giving up ! but i cant since i always asked people
to think on the right side` but` hais`ohmy` what had happened to me ?
oh fuck ! huang yuqing` STOP IT`stop thinking !! arghhhh !!!
why i cant change and keep on repeating the same mistakes ? WHY !
i want to prove that i can do it` but` i always cant make it or prove it ?!
ohwell` what i can really say to myself is` HUANG YUQING `
IM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU ! YOU SUCKS !!!

SHENLI & SUMEI` PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WELL ! =)

2008-05-23T07:00:00.015+08:00

im here blogging early in the morning again ! =)
well` just now i only had 3 hours plus of sleep`
woke up at 3am plus` i dont know why i will wake up
so early but` due to this` im going to stay at home the whole
day to slack and sleep later ! =D` its going to be a wonderful day for me isnt ?

ohwell` youth cup fixtures was out`
we are going to against` SINGAPORE SCHOOL RED`
T-NET CLUB @ BUKIT MERAH & ENG TAT HORNETS !
here's the venue and timing for the game`

1st JUNE-sunday` 4PM ` SBC`
VS SINGAPORE SCHOOL RED !

4th JUNE-wednesday` 7PM ` KMRT- beside kembangan MRT`
VS T-NET CLUB @ BUKIT MERAH !

9th JUNE-monday`7PM` SBC`
VS ENG TAT HORNETS !

there's only 3 matches for under18s``
so come and support us ! =P
i dont want to play only these 3 matches`
so` UNDER18s` jiayou !

YESTERDAY- went to school`
-michelle and kailing didnt attend !
- had OSA test ` hope i did well ! =)
- had lunch with yuna !
- after lunch went to CTR lesson` because SBM lessons was cancelled`
- had CTR test ! im going to flunk it because i dont know there's test !
- had early dismissal at 2.30pm`if SBM lesson did not cancel ``
we are supposed to dismiss at 4pm !
- stayed back and did my role play 2` and i scored B+` =(
role play 1` i scored A !!!
- went to meet yuna and headed to MRT to meet LIHAN ! =))
- alighted at tiong bahru since there's still alot of time`
- bought mcflurry and walked to training ground because huiling reached`
- reached there around 4pm` fell asleep for 30 minutes`
- heard from lihan that huiling and yuna went to help auntie to carry table to her house when i was sleeping`` =//
- played 2 vs 2 while waiting for the rest to reach`
- after they reached` played 4 vs 4 awhile and training starts !
- not long after` it started raining !! went to club` slacked and yuna uses whiteboard to teach formation` hahahaas
- after raining` continued the training for awhile`
- went to tiong bahru to have KFC as dinner` =/
- home sweet home with the rest ! =))

i hope all of you have the confidence in yourself and team`
please stop looking at the negative` like what yuna always say is right`
you can do it just whether you want to do it not !
so lets play this youth cup with our best and leave no regrets !
whatever we had went through together ``leave all this memorable ! etc : hardship`
so everyone` JIAYOU ! =)

ohmygod` i suddenly feel so emo` hahaas`
think of yesterday training` it made me feel =( ``
shouldnt talk about it but` what i need to do now is to`
push myself to the limit and practise my free throw !

TAN SHENLI ! jiayou okay ! remember what is our promise` =)
im sorry if i said things which is harsh on you` sorry`
i doesnt mean it but ya` i cant help it !
i please you` beg you ` stop having those NEGATIVE mindset can ?! =X
i believe you can do it and prove to the others ! so do your best alright ! =)
no matter what you do` you will always have my support` EXCEPT those negative things you are thinking or doing ! =D` last but not least` like what i always say` JIAYOU ! =P

2008-05-21T04:54:00.007+08:00

im here blogging while you people are sleeping ! =)
i got nothing better to do so im here` =X
had evening nap and woke up at 11pm plus`
and stayed up the whole night doing nothing`=X
i cant go to sleep now if not` i wont be able to attend school later`
im getting sick of my fever nowdays` on and off non-stop` >:(
well` im going to please myself to recover faster ! =/
not going anywhere after school` so i will be home at 4pm`=)
im going to spend my time sleeping again` hehees`
ohya` i have been skipping my CTR lesson` the lesson which
i got debar from exam` i dont know why i keep on skipping her class`
i just dont feel like attending her lessons ! and now` i need to
reconsider whether do i still need to appeal for the debarment`
even though i appeal it` i still need teacher remarks to help me`but``
I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE ATTENDING HER CLASS !
whatever it is` i dont know what im doing nowdays !!
alright` im going to upload some of the pictures taken on sunday
while waiting for the rest of photos from jinhui` =))
finally` my blog is going to entertain you people with pictures` =p

GROUP PHOTOS !

ME AND JINHUI ! =D

MUMMY & DADDY ! XD

2008-05-20T16:09:00.009+08:00

i deleted the entry i posted up again` hahaas`
i deleted twice` the reason behind is` i dont know ! =X
TODAY- went to school at 9.15am`
- reached school at 10am and i was surprised that im not late`=)
- OSA lesson was totally boring`
- had tuna sandwich as lunch` *diet diet* =X
- went back to class to have LPD lesson`
- self-dismissed again at 2pm ! =P
- went to plaza with kailing/michelle/zhiyong- michelle's boyf`
- slacked awhile at LJS` and i saw jinhui`
- accompanied jinhui to take bus home`
- and here i am ! =D

SUNDAY TO YESTERDAY-monday-
- on the early morning on sunday`i went to meet jinhui at 6.20am`
- headed to ang mo kio mrt to meet up with the rest`
- took bus to amk cc`and bought our breakfast`
- had breakfast at the cc while waiting for the rest to come`
- the matches started at 10am plus` and we; stackers were the earliest`
- as we reached there at 8am or so` -.-''
- was sweating while watching them playing the 3 on 3`
- i cant play due to my right ankle` =(
- went to have our lunch nearby` gaolao treated everyone of us` =)
- THANK YOU` GAOLAO ! =D
- headed back to continue the matches`=/
- but well` me and jinhui head back home first
- because she doesnt have any more games` so
- we took cab back due to hot weather and our tiredness`=P
- fell asleep straight away` and my phone keeps on ringing`-.-'
- jinhui came to my house and waited for me` =P
- reached yuna's house at 9.15pm or so`
- and had steamboat together with the rest`
- after eating` we cleaned up and some of them went to wash up` rushed out from yuna's house to meet kailin and catch the last bus to town`
- reached town at around 12am plus` went to cineleisure for midnight movie` watched drillbit traylor`the movie ended at 3.30am` =)
- walked to nee ann city` slacked awhile at there`
- took photos and dont know what thing they played`
- had screen by the police due to our noise level was high`=/
- walked to and fro and finally decided to stay outside nee ann city`
- played our all-time-favorite-game` =)` played at 6am`
- headed to lucky plaza` was supposed to have breakfast but
- most of us dont intend to eat so all of us went separate ways`
- took bus back with jinhui and kailin` =)
- reached home at 7.05am` bathed and fell asleep at 7.30am`
- slept all the way until 7.30pm plus` and i was shocked because i thought its the next morning and im late for school` hahaas` the next second i realised that its still night time` i find myself stupid` LOLS`
- had dinner at 8pm` and rot at home`=/
- chatted with shenli and shimin-daddy`until 1am plus`=)
- i dont know what i did on the computer and fell asleep at 3am` =)
- and so` i woke up and go to school today ! hahahas

im apologise if this entry is long and if it made your eyes went blur` sorry !
i will upload the all the photos when i receive it from avis and jinhui`=)
alright` im feel sad now because i get to ball with them !
as i need to rest my ankle until thursday ! ohwell` i miss balling ! ='(
im not going for my PE lesson anymore` because of the bias teacher !
i hate PE x 1000000000000000000 times due to him ! he's really bias !
well` i didnt attend his lessons for almost months` hahahas`
because of him` it leads to how much i hate PE`
and ever in my life` i hate PE sooo muchhh !
i got nothing more to continue` so goodbye` i will upload the pictures asap !
wait for me ! hehehees~

for those people`who read my previous two entries which i deleted`
YOU'RE LUCKY !
especially shenli and shimin`
count yourself the lucky one ! hahahaas`=P

2008-05-15T22:52:00.003+08:00

finally` i went school today ! =X
but i self-dismissed at 12pm ! =P
michelle dismissed herself at 12pm too !
and of course` it applied to koh yuna !
im too good to accompany her to have self-dismiss !
went to yuna's house` sze yee came too ! =))
fell asleep at her house until 4pm !!
we rushed out of the house`because we scared we will be late``but ended up`we keep waiting for one another at clementi and city hall`and well`
this was the first time that`there's more that 6 people training together`=))

know our grouping today` they mentioned that we are very lucky
to have this grouping ! alright` lets jiayou !
i cant wait for youth cup !! =X
went to macdonals to have dinner`took cab home with kailin/jinhui/ jayne`
reached home` bathed and talked craps with my mummy` hahaas
she entertained me well ! hahahas`
i got nothing more to post and i dont know whats more to continue`
so im going to end here` goodbye !

SHIMIN- daddy`your big name is here too ! =)
thanks for what you had said to me last time !
it really makes me think alot ! =))`
lets jiayou together okay ?! OHYA`
talk to me often can ?!!!! =((
daddy dont love me anymore ?! ='((

YUNA- ohmygod` there's so many nickname for you now !!
thanks for correcting my mistakes again and again`
thanks for what you had done for under18s` =)
last but not least` DONT KEEP SELF DISMISS YOURSELF !

JINHUI & KAILIN- hehees` the both of your name keep
appearing at my blog nowdays ? hahahas`
well` im here to say` lets jiayou for our youth cup !! =))
JIAYOU OKAY ! =D

TAN SHENLI- you better stop having that kind of mindset !

ohmygod` my right ankle is becoming worse !
i should go to see the chinese doctor soon !! and i mean real soon ! hahaas`

2008-05-14T22:35:00.005+08:00

ohwell` didnt attend school again !
im totally tired which i cant get myself up to school !
went to find jinhui and kailin -bitch- at bitch's house downstairs`
took cab to macpherson road` interviewed puma !
and i got the job` all thanks to bitch for helping ! =)
im going to start my work at 2 JUNE ` and well`
its on AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY !! howhowhow ? =/
amandaa~ please let me know when are you going to celebrate your birthday =)``or you just want to celebrate with yeesong instead of us `=(` hahas`IM KIDDING !

tomorrow after school` im going to meet yuna` she's going to wait for me because she dismiss school earlier than me ! =/
going to head to paya lebar to meet up with the rest`under18s`
tomorrow we are going to draw lots for the youth cup ! worried*
ohmygod` lets pray hard for it as what shenli had told me ! hahahas`=X
but still` hope we get a good grouping ! =)

my right ankle really cannot make it now ?!
its even more swollen day after day` =(
wellwellwell` what a ankle i got ! hahaas`
okay` i think there's nothing for me to continue` and i need to sleep early` if not` i cant wake up and get to school again ! =X `so goodbyes`

UNDER18s` JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !
left 6 more training to go` so` we must work even harder okay ?!!
believe that we can do it ! =))

TAN SHENLI ! saw your big name here ?!
hahahas` dont forget what you promised me okay ! =)
if anything happens again` feel free to find me ! =D`
im always there` =P

AVIS-MUMMY ! nothing is impossible for you`
although there's alot of things for you to stress about`
but im sure that` you can get through it again !
like what you always do` =)` im there to support you !
daughter loves you ! =))` love me too okay ?! hhahahas`

why things always come out the way that i shouldnt want ?!
well` im really getting tired and sick of it -family matters-`
or maybe im the one at fault ? just because i couldnt control my temper again ?
im trying hard to control it ` but everything seem so hard ?
i cannot let my stupid temper ruin everything again !
i need some changes in me ! change change change` is what i can do now `=)
but sometimes` please dont accuse me that im showing black face or
attiude face or even angry face when im not talking ! sometimes you cant
blame a person who he/she doesnt want to talk ! im born to be like this`
if not` are you going to give me money to change my fucking face ?
if no` just shut up ! please understand me more !
or perhaps` you all just dont understand the "true" me ? =(
i need understanding more than everything !!
sometimes` i really find it hard to say out my problems to others`
thats the reason why` i will seek to no one when im down`
i always show you people with no worries ? but well` i got my ups and downs too !
dont forget` im a human ! =/
im sorry to say all this random stuff` but i really cant help it`
because i dont know why everything or every problems come out at one time`
its hard to handle` they dont know that they are giving me stress`
but maybe to them` its not at all` thats why they feel nothing ?
argh` forget about it`

2008-05-13T23:02:00.005+08:00

SUNDAY- stayed at home until 6pm plus`
went to meet jinhui and kailin-bitch- to bukit timah`
had our dinner over there` which was PRATA ! =P
after our dinner` sent jinhui to her house downstairs`
bitch came to my house` took photos and she teached me
something` =X` missed the time that we spent together last time !
lucky` we are able to catch up with each other again ! =D

MONDAY- went to school` only michelle came`
and LEONG KAILING was overslept !! =XX
school was totally boring` =/
after school` meet yuna and headed to sembawang to ball with the rest`
was super pissed off with something` and i bet lots of people are
very unhappy about it too `` =/
after balling` went home and stayed all the way until 3am plus` -.-''

TODAY- result of getting to bed late`
i didnt attend school today` same goes to yuna`
went to meet yuna and jieying and headed to ang mo kio hub`
actually going there for interview` but i dont intend to get the job already`
so` the 3 of us went to mos burger and slack`
went to lot one after slacking` went to meet lihan/shenli/jiaqian/florence`
slacked awhile again and headed to cck cc to ball`
my daddy- shimin came too ! =))
alright` end of my entry for today`
i got no mood to continue updating` sorry !

UNDER18s` lets jiayou and work hard together bahs ! =))

im going to wash my hand off from you`
telling you the mistakes you made and you showed me what face ?
so` from now onwards` im not going to say anything or any mistakes you had made`but well` jiayou bahs`

my ankle hurts even more now ?! ='(

2008-05-10T23:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

well` had 12 hours of sleep and went to meet jinhui`
went to training together`reached training ground before 3.30pm`
and we were the earliest ! hahahas`
ran 15 rounds of two courts again`my timing was 12minutes 50seconds !
didnt make improvement but yet` hais`=(
today` i dont know what happened to me`
i suddenly felt so tired after running the 15 rounds`
compared to last week` its really a big difference ! ='(
after training and debrief with gaolao` and he told us that`
next sunday` we are going to have 3 on 3 matches ! but its UNDER17s !
its means`for under18s`only ME/JINHUI/FLORENCE/JIAQIAN/SUMEI
are playing but i think there's mixture of us and under16s ! =/
went home with jinhui after our dinner`
talked alot of things` like how to celebrate her birthday etc`
reached home and saw my relatives`ohwell`they are staying over tonight`=)`nothing more to continue` goodbye !

KAILING` sorry that i cant manage to go to your bbq !
but anyway` congrats that you have become a free girl !
remember` dont let your old habits control you again !! =)
better go to school on monday! see you =)

i felt that my place have been threaten`
in order to avoid it`im going to work hard !

can you just tell me how you feel ?
now i can finally know how you felt last time ?
if im not wrong` haaas

2008-05-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

im so fed up with blogger right now`
i dont know what i had pressed but`im feeling so irritated !
havent been blogging for days` i was too busy with
school` project and last but not least` BASKETBALL ! =)

well` my small business management project 1`scored 78/100 !
project 2 scored 92/100 ! as for project 3`im still doing right now ! =P
i scored 79.4/100 for my office communication !
i need 0.6 marks to get an A ! =(
anyway` bad news` i got debar from my customers relation exams
due to bad attendance`but well` im going to appeal it after so much
things had happened between me and my teacher`im not going to post
what had happened and why i changed my mind to appeal` if not`
im going to get fed up again` but in conclusion` im appealing !
im sorry to those people who were worried about me` 对不起 !
everything is fine now` =)

today` i stayed at home the whole day after im dismissed from school`
didnt really want to attend school today`
but come to think of my attendance`i went !
im lacking of sleep again ! so`later on` im going to have an early rest`
because i intend to sleep until tomorrow afternoon at around 2pm`
as i still need to go for basketball training` =/
ohdamn` im down with fever`flu`sore throat and coughing again !
i cant afford to get sick now because i still left alot of things undone !
but well` hope i can recover as soon as possible ! =)
im hungry ! i havent have my dinner yet ! =(
my parents are not at home` my maid is doing her chores right now`
so i better dont disturb`if not` things will get slower for her` hahahaas`
and im too lazy to cook ! arghhh`
anyway` i think i shall stop here`
im having bad headache now ! so goodbye !

AMANADA` take good care of yourself and get well soon ! =)
JOYCE` i hope you are doing fine now !

im giving up on what im holding on right now ?
because i cant seem to know what you are thinking` ahhaa

ball`ball`ball and more balling`
and i doesnt see myself improving since that day ?!
or should i say` i didnt improve at all ?
how am i going to deal with my bad habits that lead to mistake !
why am i keep on repeating the mistakes even though i know its wrong ?!
sometimes` i really feel like giving up` but i cant`
i trained so hard for this coming youth cup` although i know`
my skills is still not that good ! i know it all long`
but i think you all just cant understand my feeling on how much i wanted to play well`
i accepted people comments towards me` after hearing the comments or whatever`
im not showing black face but im thinking about it`
please understand me more ! hahaas`=P`
well` 2 to 3 weeks more to youth cup ! im feeling nervous` but`
UNDER 18s ` LETS JIAYOU TOGETHER ! =D
stay calm when we are on court ! LOLS` i think i should say this to myself first` hahaas

what "daddy" said was right`
attitude comes with behavior first`
changing attitude doesnt mean you have changed your behavior`
but once you changed your behavior` you changed your attitude`
after hearing this` i have lot of things in my mind`but in conclusion`
im going to start changing my behavior first` although i know its difficult
but im willing to give it a try` and i must really change my behavior because
i want to change my fucking attitude towards life or whatever ! hahaas
i learned lot of things that regarding life and how to make it better by the
law of attraction` as you can see` i learned and i didnt apply it !
its going to be a waste if i didnt apply it to life` so` from now on`
im going to use it ` ohya` by the way` LAW OF ATTRACTION is a very good book !
want to know what the book is saying ? go and read it up yourself ! =P
it wont waste your time reading up this book because its a best book that i ever read ! =D

i want to improve`
i dont wish to see you all feel disappointed in me again and again`
i dont want people to look down on me` i hate this kind of feeling !
i want to play main 5 ! i must improve` the feeling of the burden of me in the team
is back again ! i dont want to have this kind of feeling anymore !
i must train harder in order for me to get rid of this feeling`beside this reason` i need to train hard enough for not letting the ball going nowhere when im doing my layup` because i always didnt bring the ball along when im running !
jiayou bahs` huang yuqing !

im still in love with this sentence`
a candle lose nothing by lighting another candle ! =)

2008-05-06T17:04:00.002+08:00

im at home right now`
not going to dover ite anymore`
but im still going to meet yuna at causeway point !
i dont know what time i will be sleeping tonight`
because i havent finish my script ! =(
and im feeling tired now ! -O-
alright` goodbye !

2008-05-06T13:47:00.001+08:00

im in school right now`
having LPD lesson`but im doing nothing !
anyway` i dont know what happened to me nowdays ?
sometime i really feel that im useless ?
can someone tell me why i have such a thinking ?!
sometimes my emotional feel up and down`
i have tried to control it but` arghh`
just hope that i can manage or control well with my emotional`=)
alright` whatever the thing is` im going to be the HAPPY me ! =D

going to dover ite when im dismiss from school`
going to basketball training with yuna`
ohdamn` i suddenly dont feel like going because
i dont want to see zhengfang ?! whenever i see her` i feel so stress !
but i got no choice` i need to go` =(

im down with flu and fever again`
but this time` the temperature is not that high`
well` hope i can get well soon ! =)
my ankle is still hurting me ?! ='(
its still swollen like @#$%^ ! but its not that obvious`
i can no longer twist or crack my ankle on my own already ! =(
i cant hear cracking sound anymore ! =(
alright` huang yuqing` cheerup ! =)

okay` i shall stop here`
im going to prepare for my next lesson`
as i need to do my role play script ! =/
goodbye !

sometimes` reality is awful !

2008-05-04T19:52:00.001+08:00

today went to meet chew ziqun at 9.15am !
headed to shop and save to buy tibits ! =)
took the bus at around 10am or 10am plus !
reached sentosa around 11am ! =)
and went off at 1.30pm ! because the sun was too strong !
ONLY ziqun tanned the colour she wants and not me ?!
and she kept on rushing me just because she cant stand the sun ? -.-'
bathed and off we went to vivo and gave kailin- BITCH a surprise ?!
waited for her lunch break and headed to interchange for our lunch ! =)
ziqun went off first because she's meeting joyce !
after that` home sweet home and i fell asleep in the bus
and lucky i didnt miss my stop ! hahahahaas`
reached home` bathed again and had my nap til now !
alright people` im going to get my FRUITS for tomorrow project !
so goodbye and take care people ! =))

ohmygod ! i have a bad news !
my right ankle is SWOLLEN ! ='(
its hurts ! ='((

2008-05-04T02:11:00.004+08:00

i just finished watching high school musical `
hahaa` i know im slow but`no comment okay ? =X
in a few hours time` im going to meet ziqun !
we are going to sentosa ! yeahh`=D
hope i wont get skin cancer ! hahahaas` im just kidding ! =P

alright` lets talk about YESTERDAY ! =))
ziqun came to my house at around 12pm plus`
and i was being woke up by her ! =(
took bus 184 to clementi and took train to redhill`
reached training ground at 3pm`since we are having early training !
ran 15 rounds of two courts` and must run less than 15 minutes !
heheees` my timing was 12 minutes plus`
but well` it doesnt seem good enough ! =( `so after running of 15 rounds`
we ran 1 time of 'si zhe' and 2 times of 'yi zhe' !
had 5 minutes break`after that`
we shoot 30 balls and did our endurance ! tired~
trained formation and played 5 vs 5 with under16s !
after the game` had debrief with gaolao`
checked our entry forms` and our shoe size !
going to have nike jerseys and adidas shoe this year ! =)

after changing and stuff` we went to teck whye -yuna's house void deck-
without our dinner ! celebrated ting fang's birthday !
TING FANG` HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D
played truth or dare` and yuna suggested to have alternate play`-.-'
its seem like we were back to the past` but ya`
is much more funnier compared with last time ! LOLS`
only those who played knows what happened`
especially the last dare for shenli ! hahahhaaas`
im sorry that i was unable to help` LOLS`=X
home sweet home with jinhui at 12am plus` =)
and thats how i ended my day` =P
alright people` goodnight and goodbye ! XD

i really dont know whats more to say about myself !
sometimes i really find myself useless ?!
sometimes i cant perform the way i want ?!
i dont know whether i have improved ?!
i have been repeating the same old mistake !!
i felt so disappointed although i didnt show out my emotional`
but deep in heart` im thinking of what i shall do next that
i wont repeat the same old mistakes`
i should just train harder than anyone else ? YES` i should !
huang yuqing` jiayou bahs !
look at the positive side too !

im not scolding you or whatever you are thinking`
im just telling you the fact ?!
hope that` next training you will change ?
i mean` change in not giving any unnecessary comments ?
just listen to the coach and stop asking why here and there ?
just hope you can change all your bad habits ?
i know it isnt easy` but hope you can try to do it `

under18s` please take good care of yourself !
lets be more calm when we are playing`=)
everyone` lets jiayou okay ?!
believe we can do it ! =D
dont injured yourself too`=)

MY RIGHT ANKLE HURTS ! slightly sprained again ! ='(
i fell down and have scar on my right leg again ! =(
but well` i will heal it ! hehehehes`XP
anyway` i have recovered from my sickness` except bad headache !

2008-04-30T21:37:00.003+08:00

school was totally boring today !
only had 2 hours of CTR lesson`
had break from 10am to 1pm` -.-'
because our OCM teacher was absent !
what a waste of time in school` plus`
after 1pm we still have CARE lesson ! until 2pm only !
all of us had waited 3 hours just because of that 1 hour lesson !

had class checked today ! and my hair got caught !
it isnt that obvious and she caught me !! i wasnt pissed off by this`
but is` my friend hair colour is much more obvious than me`
and she wasnt caught ?! and what the fcuk is this ?!!
forget it` she's the eyecandy infront of every teacher`im not okay ?!
but im really damn pissed off ! hahaaas`

i think i need some rest !
i was feeling so horrible in school that i couldnt take it`but well`
im going to take days to recover`=(
just give me time to rest is more than enough ! =)`
alright` tomorrow is labour day which means` there's no school !
this whole week` i think im going to school for only 2 days !
which is today and friday` hahaa` hope that`im able to drag
myself to school on friday and my sickness wont get worse` =))

tomorrow going to be another busy day for me`=X
or rather i should say` tired day ?! hahahaas`
im going for training early in the morning`
im meeting yuna at 8am !! oh` how early could it be ! hahahaa`
we will be training at sembawang ! its far =(`
i will be rushing to company after that`as i need to reach before 12pm !
going to stay at company from 12pm to 9pm !
nevermind` i will be learning new things again ! =))

ohya` i forgot to mention that`
i know how much i scored for my two papers ! =D`
OSA - 91/100 `` CTR- 30/50 which is 60/100 !
well` i thought i will fail CTR badly`
because i studied last minute ! hahahaas`
i was surprised to see my CTR result but i felt happy !
going to have another role play on this coming wednesday`
and my script is not done yet ! projects keep on coming and coming !
going to set up a store on this coming monday`its SBM project !
im busy with projects too ! hahahaaas`

just now` shenli showed me this website`
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pisces_%28astrology%29`
and im strongly agreed about the characteristics considered
positive and negative`and of course the attribute - likes and dislikes -`
but in the characteristics of positive and negative`
i dont really agreed on some phrases`hahaaas`
anyway`shenli` thanks for showing me this website =)`
alright` im going to put a full stop in this entry !
im sorry if this entry is long and boring`sorry =)
everyone out there` please take care of yourself ! goodbye =)

nowdays` im craving for sweets and chocolate so much ! =(

avis- MUMMY` please take care of yourself and i love you ! =D

2008-04-29T12:05:00.005+08:00

well` i dont know what to say about myself`
im hopeless i think` =(
im sick + lazy = no school today !
it means` i didnt attend school again !
heard that mdm haslina wants me to get MC`
but im not going to get it just because im overslept ! =)
MICHELLE` im sorry for not going to school !
im feeling worst ! i need something sour ?!
where's my favourite sour sweet ?!!
as promised` im going to upload photos now !
im really sorry for those late pictures !! sorry and enjoy =)`

WAYNE ! I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH !

JERAINE ! I MISS HER SOOO MUCH TOO !

ME AND MICHELLE! PHOTO WAS BEING EDITED BY KAILING !

ME AND WAYNE ! =))

MICHELLE FIXING MY BOOK !

2008-04-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

didnt attend school again` because`
i was overslept and i was having a bad stomachache ! ='(
went to meet daniel and xiaolin`and headed to company !
on the bus` i felt so uncomfortable and felt like vomiting
reached company before 5.30pm` and we were supposed
to discuss what we are going to get for yihao`but ended up`
there's nothing came out ! hahahaas`
had group meeting with henry upline` =)
learned things from him again ! now i want to follow the
foot step of what my idol had been through` =X
after the meeting` had a small group meeting again`
and went home myself` because they wanted to celebrate yihao's birthday!
so` for the sick me` i didnt tag along with them` hahaa`
thats why` im here ! =D
and when i was in the bus back home` i felt much worst !
nearly vomit out` but lucky` i didnt` hahahaas`

i dont know why im quite hyper now ?!
i think there's something wrong with me isnt ? hahaaa`
oh` i think there's something good or bad going to happen soon`
because i cant tell whether right eye is for good or bad` =P
as my right eye keep on twitching from noon til now ! non-stop okay ?!
hahahaas` lets wait and see whats going to happen soon ! =)
alright` i wish to inform that` i will upload pictures on my next entry !
because i think my blog going to be dead if there's no pictures ! ahhaas`
im sorry for the late photos ! sorry !
there's nothing for me to continue` so goodbyes ! =)

ohya` i forgot to mention that`
my left knee is giving me a hard time ! =(

YIHAO` HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
see you at the top ! =)

HUIQI `` cheerup` dont be sad over the matter !!
i will always be there being your listening hears ! =)`
you can find me anytime you want ! =))

2008-04-26T23:56:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY- didnt attend school because i was overslept !
slept all the way until 2pm plus` and daniel called`
he said` we dont need to go to school to take the award`
because we having important meeting` and he had explained to
ms pek` but still` im sorry ms pek !
so` went to company and waited 1hour for them !
and i was totally pissed off ! because something happened `
but it was fine after that` =)
after the meeting` went back home alone` =(

TODAY- went to meet yuna they all at cck mrt`
and i was late` =P` reached redhill mrt`jinhui had already reached !
went to buy bread and bubble tea`and walked to training ground`
well` im the only one that trained with the under16`
and i really feel so` BORED ! i even told yuna that i really
dont know what i had trained today` opps`
but well` im saying the fact okay ?! hahahaas`
played 5vs5 with the under16`
i was so disappointed because i cant perform well like last saturday`=(
played with the above 18 before we went to have dinner`=)
today dinner seem to be a little bit different` hahaas`
thats what i think okay`=)` home sweet home after that`=D

I SLIGHTLY SPRAINED MY RIGHT ANKLE AGAIN ! im in pain can` ='(

well` i seriously cant stand people who think that they are very good and
keep on saying that its a small cake for them because they are npcc or whatsoever`
plus` THEY DONT EVEN HAVE THE BASIC in basketball` so what if they are npcc ?!
big fuck ?!

yuna` its better for us to see you being cheerup ! =)
shenli` take good care of your knee and becareful `=))
jiaqian and florence` im sorry that i had made the both of your injuried !

IM PRETTY WITHOUT THE LETTER R ! hahhahas

2008-04-24T23:24:00.005+08:00

oh well` had 2 exams today`
which was OSA and CTR !
im looking forward to what kind of result i will get`
because` i have the confident in OSA but not CTR` hahaas
im really a forgetful girl` i forgot to bring something
important with me today ! and i was looking for it like #$%&`
after school` went to meet yuna they all at lot one`
headed to cck cc and balled`hahahas`
went back home with jayne and shimin`we were like`
talking about stackers gathering` going to genting and bangkok !
i think its going to be fun` hahahaas`

EVERYONE JUST CALM DOWN ! =X
yuna` i dont know what i can tell you now but i only can say cheerup` sorry !
shenli` same goes to you ! jiayou` i will always be there ! dont be depressed !
and stop thinking about the negative side ! be more positive please ! =)
BITCH` calm down !

everything starts from misunderstanding`
now i wish that` everything is back to normal`
i hope nothing can change among us !
oh well` i got nothing more to say`
im sure that` everything is going to be alright`
and soon it will be over ! =)
looking ahead for the better now`=D

2008-04-23T02:58:00.009+08:00

time now is 2.58am` and yet im still awake !
from the time i woke up til now it has been 11 hours !
plus` im not going to sleep later on`
because if im going to sleep later` i confirmed that i cant
wake up on time to go to school` hahahaas
tomorrow going to be a long day for me`
after my school` i might be going to somewhere first`
and head to company` see` im going to be busy !
im sure that my panda eyes going to be out !
im lacking of sleeping nowadays ! -.-''
MICHELLE PHUA & LEONG KAILING`PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME ALRIGHT ! XD

ohya` i forgotten to mention that`
im going back to AES on this friday`for speech day =)
im going back with joyce ! weijie and daniel might be going back too !
well` we are going to take our cca award ! hahahaas =P`
and seriously` i cant wait for youth cup ! =X
i cant wait to see how well can we perform =)`hahaas`
i think its very random for me to say all this` =P

just now im out of boredom` i went to this website` http://www.lets101.com
to do some quizzes` and i found one of the quiz interesting`

dont you find some of the phrases suit me ?
hahahaas` im going to be BHB soon ! =X
anyway i cant deny that most of the phrases are true ! =P
but i dont really agreed with 2 or 3 phrases that describe myself`
guessing time =)

high in percentage and with a star on it which means`
my horoscope is closer to yours`which in another word means`
im closer to you``=))

time now is 4.33am` i used 1hour plus to blog`hahaas
im multi-tasking` thats why im slow with it` LOLS
alright` i got nothing more to update` so goodbyes`
and goodnights everyone out there`=D

a candle loses nothing by lighting another candle`
thats what i learned in FLP` i really learned alot from there`=)

2008-04-22T16:16:00.001+08:00

didnt went to school today`because i overslept`=X
supposed to wake up at 8.30am to go for 10am lesson`
but i continued to sleep until 3pm plus` hahaaas
yuna`im sorry that i didnt have lunch with you`
but for sure` we will have it together soon` hahaas`
and its real soon` because its tomorrow ! =))
im not going to take any mc for today`
because i doesnt seem to be sick or whatsoever`
i feel so energetic when i woke up` so if i go and see
doctor with such mood` do you think doctor will believe ? hahahas
alright` im going to get myself prepared``
because im going over to company today` to attend lesson which is
more about our aloe vera drinks`=)`im going to gain more knowledge =P`
alright` thats all for this entry`=)
goodbye and take care everyone =D`

im going to look foward to my success !
im going to earn more than 2000bucks before july !
look down or laugh all you can` i dont give a damn to it`
i believe i will`
nobody know what he/she will get until he/she tries`

2008-04-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

i suddenly felt that i got no one to seek to ?!

THANKS XIAOLIN FOR ACCOMPANIED ME TO WALK HOME =)

2008-04-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

i think im having a serious attitude problem`
which none of your can stand it` i think `
even me`myself also cant stand it`
im here by to apologise that`if im giving any of your attitude then im sorry !
i also dont know what happened to me nowadays`
my family members couldnt stand me too !
and i really dont know why` nowdays` i will easily feel frustrated !
and will get irritated by a small little things`
i promised` i will change ` give me some time`
i wont show any attitude again` i swear`
and people` im really sorry !! forgive me once again ?
and i bet` there's no more next time`

how i wish to tell you all the things now`
but ya` i cant` since you already said` hahaas

shenli` take good care of your knee even though
i know you have taken well enough` hahahas`

2008-04-20T21:31:00.003+08:00

stayed at home the whole day today !
its totally boring``=(
need to hand in LPD project work on the 5th May`
and i havent get started` ohdamn` i need to rush for it`hahaas
michelle and kailing` lets do it okay ! =P
thursday having two exams ! its OSA and CTR !
im going to fail CTR if im not going to study it`hahas
but i still left 4 more days to study 5 units ! i will be mad soon`
alright` i guess there's nothing more to continue updating`
because there's nothing happened today` so ya`
goodbye` and take care everyone`=)

once again` thanks for the encouragement that your had given me not
to give up on basketball` really appreciated it` thanks people =)

perphaps` its like what we said` its all misunderstanding`
or maybe i should say` its all misunderstanding`
things had settled` but once again` im sorry`
really sorry about it` lets forgive and forget ?

i just wish to hear another sorry from you ?!

2008-04-19T23:44:00.006+08:00

alright` today i woke up at 12.30pm`
met shimin at 1pm`accompanied her to keat hong`
she went there to see her thumb` hahahas`
went to meet ziqun at mrt station when we finished`=)
headed to redhill and bought bubble tea`
and off we went to training ground`=)
reached training ground about 3pm`so me and shimin`
did a bit of training first`before all of them came`=X
today training was alright` trained our shooting`
ball handling` defence and attack` learned formation too -for attack- !
played a match with the under 16 and we won`=)
after the game` we chose our warm up tee size and jersey size !
after choosing` above 18 had match with us`
its a mixed game for the below 18`=P
well` i didnt play` i was too tired at that time and i sent huqi to the stairs`
after the game they played` we changed up and they went to eat`
while me and ziqun went home` =)

ziqun accompanied me to stop at clementi`
and take bus 184 back to panjang` and she took lrt back !
see` she's nice ! ahahhaas`
we talked lots of thing like what happened in school -AES- nowaday`
and what are we going to eat when we reached home`
hahahas` so the food was` noodles+egg+chilli = NICE !
reached home` my father vent anger on my house telephone !
because he couldnt get through my mother and he was drunk`
so he threw the phone on the floor` and its really hard !
and now the phone became 2` all the thing inside it all came off `
now only left me and him at home`but well`he went to sleep already`hahas` i think there's nothing more to update`
so goodbye`and rest early ! =)

ZIQUN` I LOVE YOU ! hahahas`
thanks for your accompany just now ! =)

the feeling` the atmosphere was just not right ?!
or maybe i think too much on it ?
if its really because of yesterday` then im sorry !
i got nothing more to say but sorry`
perhaps im too senitive towards this kind of stuff `lols`

2008-04-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY- the weather was super hot !
- fell asleep during CTR lesson` and i was sweating !!
- after school`went to nee soon east cc -location at yishun- for extra training
- trained our communication and defense`
- well` seriously i was pissed off for something` thing is alright now =)
- after training` went home with jinhui`
- reached home before 10pm` fell asleep before 10.30pm` XD
- i was too tired` ahahhahas

TODAY- woke up at 5am plus` due to the thunder and lighting`
but i went back to sleep` slept all the way til 6.20am !
i was late and i rushed like #$%^& ! hahahahaas`
4hours of school today`and i learned nothing` because i was playing with
psp and internet` =P`and seriously` i dont get what the SBM teacher is teaching` i prefer my previous teacher seriously ! at least we wont play and talk during her lesson ! everyone in class was paying attention when she taught us ! but thing is different now` hahahaas`
finished school` went to meet yuna` headed to mrt station`
and waited for ann` and off we went to causeway point !
met vana and casslyn over there` and had lunch with them at LJS`
after that` ann went back to school for lesson`
vana and casslyn came to my house while yuna went home`

played abit of mahjong and off we went to zhenghua cc`
played match with quangfong and kaixuan !
i dont know whats the score because it was a 3-legged match !
debrief and walked back to pending with joyce and ziqun`=D
talked alot of stuffs and i really missed the time that i spent with them !
stopped at pending lrt and chit-chatted because need to accompany
joyce to wait for her liang to reach jurong east ! =X
and amanda scared us ! she popped out from nowhere can !
me and joyce screamed like @#$%^&* ! LOLS
home sweet home` bathed and here i am ! LOLS`
tomorrow having training at 3.30pm` ZIQUN` better dont be late ! XD
thats all for today entry` goodbyes`
everyone` lets rest early ! =)

didnt perform well enough`
and i dont know what the hack am i doing`
seriously` i felt super disappointed in myself`
and im really feeling stress about it `
im sorry for those people who had high hope on me`
but still` i made you girls disappointed`again and again` sorry !
i have been trying my best from what i have`
i trained hard although i know to most of your think is still alright`
but i had given my best`ended up` what did i get ?
like today ? i know my skills is not very good `but ya`
i have been learning hard for my skills and what not for stamina ?
trying and trying` learning and learning`
and i know there's no improvement` but do your know that`
how much i feel for being like this ? i dont wish all this to happen too !
all i can say is` im just plain stupid ` for a low IQ and EQ person like me`
i learned things slowly` slower than others ? i guess so`
but there's nothing i can do with my stupid fucking brain to learn things so slow`
i want to be a fast learner too` i want to be fast in aborbing things much more
faster` fast in my attack ` my speed`and of course have a good stamina`
i have been trying real hard for it ? didnt i ? but sometimes my legs just wont listen !
im sorry if i had made the team worst` i know im a burden in court`
example` people are playing 5 vs 5` but due to me` we are playing 5 vs 4 ?
i know i shouldnt say all this` but this is what im thinking right now`
and i know i shouldnt even thought of it `
anyway for this post` i have no offence to anyone` im just typing out how i feel`
but if you are offender` then im sorry `
i really feel like crying now`

2008-04-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

i feel so irritated right now !
because both of my nephews -wayne & caleb- `
deleted all my documents and stuff in my desktop when i was sleeping`when i woke up` i was so shocked and i decided to delete the account because there's some problem with it`so i recreate a new one -current account-`every thing went smooth`BUT the internet suddenly become so slow that i start to get irritated``it just keep on loading and loading`wait up to 5 mintues and still not okay yet ! is like what the fuck is going on here ?!
i really feel so fed up right now !! -ccb-

im sorry for the vulgar language`
but i really cant control because`
IM SO FED UP RIGHT NOW !

2008-04-15T04:47:00.004+08:00

ohdamn` im super tired and yet i cant get to sleep !
just woke up not long which i dont know why !!
im really tired but dont know due to what thing`
i cant get a proper sleep ! which make me feel irritated now !!
i tried to get back to sleep but i cant` so here i am !
supposed to get 6hours of sleep` but i got 4hours of sleep instead !
im super tired right now ! can someone just knock me down ! =(
ohya` in the evening later` i might be going to hougang with xiaolin`
but she havent confirmed with me yet ! hahhahas`

yesterday` i did my time schedule`and i realised that
MY TIME IS REALLY PACKED ! =x
im going to be super busy ! LOLS`
i wont have the time to go out shopping and whatsoever`
my schedule is being pack with FLP` school and basketball`hahahas
its good that your time schedule is packed`
that means` you didnt waste any time in your life` LOLS`
i prefer to be busy`rather than doing nothing else`=D

anyway` i found out that i have been updating my blog since friday !
hahaas`this going to be just temporary ! =P
because` i wont have much time to sit infront of the computer
when i have finished planning for what im going to do` =)
arghh` can someone just talk to me ?! im bored !
and please talk to me when im in school using ebuddy !
because the lessons is totally boring` i can say and i bet it is`
i realised one thing too` ITE teachers do nags alot ! hahahaas
okay` i shall end this entry now` goodbye`
lets have a happy day ahead ! =))

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF !
stop asking me to stop working ! i have enough of this !
i know that you people are concern about me` but ya`
just stop it ?! i really had enough of hearing all this` but still`
i apologised to say all this out because i have the limit that i couldnt stand it ?!
sorry !

2008-04-14T15:49:00.002+08:00

hello~
im in school having OSA lesson now !
i have finished my work but mdm haslina still teaching`
well` she nags too much thats why ! hahahas`
anyway` im going to mention something !
yuna is a loner now ! =X
yuna` please be more sociable and friendly !! =P

first day of school was totally boring !
doesnt have much lesson !
im going to bored to death soon ! real soon !!
after school`im going to rush back home to change up
and off i go to company ! ohmygod` my time is so packed ! hahas
alright` im going to do something else` so goodbye!

2008-04-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

finally done with my project !
its such a relief please` hahahas
midnight` i spent 4hours plus to do`
did half way and fell asleep at 7am plus !
supposed to go jurong birdpark with my younger sister & nephew`
at around 10am plus` but i was too tired to get up from my bed !
so` i went back to sleep` LOLLS`
woke up at 3pm plus and continue doing the project`
spent another 2hours plus to finish it` and now`
I FINISHED THE PROJECT ! =D

school starting tomorrow !
my mood totally is confused now` because`
i dont want school to start so soon but i cant wait to see my friends !
to endure the school days` im going to look forward to the next holiday !
time really goes faster if i look forward it ! =)
alright` there's nothing more to update`
so goodbye` im hungry and i need to eat`
its going to eat my first meal for today ! =x

YUNA GOING TO BE MY SCHOOL MATES FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS ! hahahaas

2008-04-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

well` i think i should train real hard !
i want all my stamina and endurance to be back like last time !
i promised that` i wont let you girls feel disappointed in me again !
and i mean it ! and im sorry that i made you all felt disappointed today !
im sorry !

2008-04-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

tomorrow having training and maybe having friendly match`=)
actually im supposed to have meeting at 2pm to 5pm`but`
i cant go` so xiaoling` please give me the details alright`=D

i want to go to night safari instead of zoo !
lets have some planning when im having my june/july holiday`=P
saying about holiday` my march holiday going to end in 2 days time !
monday starting school ! =(` oh` i need a vacation instead ! hahas`
ohya` im not done with the project yet !
shall spend some of my time doing it later` humphs`
if not` im really going to get it when school reopen` hahas`
plus` we going to have exams on first or second week of school ! =(
shall revise all the things i learned before school starts` =X
MICHELLE AND KAILING `` LETS STUDY !! XD

im going to be super busy after school reopen` hehees`
i will be busy with` my work`school and of course` basketball !
and there goes for my life ! but` its not bad either` hahahas !
busy with life is much better than doing nothing in life ! LOLS`
once in a life time` so lets make it better ! =P`
alright` i think im out of topic`` hahahahas`

yesterday chatted with stev for about 3hours or so`
hey` welcome back to singapore ! hahahas`
see` i welcomed you okay ?! =X
finally chatted after a long period of time`
was talking about our memories on phone` topic- OBS & school `=)
i missed the time when im still in secondary school !
especially with jinhui & joyce around ! i missed them so much ! ='(
and of course` it applied to amanda`jasmine`vanessa` youse !
it applied to kaiwen they all too and same goes to my classmates`
except sue mei ting & li yan !! thank you`
didnt have time to go out with them too !
as im really busy with the things im doing right now ! im sorry girls`
I MISS YOU GIRLS SO SO SO MUCHHH ! ='(
lets have some planning for outing ! but ya` during my next coming holiday okay ?! =)

i think this entry is quite long`
so i shall not go any further` if not` its going to boring` haahhaas`
will update when im free again`` =P
so goodbye and goodnight ! have an early rest`
im going to rush for my project` hahahas`

1 year 2 months had passed ! hhahahaas`
am i relief ?
yes` i guessed so !

2008-04-08T23:10:00.005+08:00

life is quite busy nowdays`
im falling sick` having fever and flu !
i dont want to get sick !! ='(
school going to start next week ! 14th april !!
how i wish that holiday wont end so soon !
project is still not done yet ` how ?!
let it be then` im going to see when will i be free within this week
to settle this stupid project ! hahaas`
alright` guess there's nothing more to continue`
so ya` goodbye ! =)

soon` i will prove you people wrong !
lets wait and see ! and i believe i will success`
go ahead and laugh all you want ! i dont even give a damn on it !
and i know what i am doing right now !
fuck off if you want to say that the step im taking right now will lead to failure !
my life doesnt even concern you so why you want to bother about what kind of life i want ! SO JUST FUCK OFF !

2008-04-04T23:56:00.005+08:00

alright` im going to have a quick update because
my blog going to be dead and im turning in soon !
because im going to wake up at 9am !! and the worst is`
IM LACKING OF SLEEP !! ='(

nowdays` have been busy with basketball and FLP`
although it is quite tiring but i enjoyed it ?! LOLS`
yesterday went back school with priscilla to take our N LEVEL certificate`
enjoyed my day with her ! hahaas`she never fail to make me goes CRAZY !
ohya` i really really dislike MR LEE WEI MING` that stupid monkey !
he went all the way up just to chase me and priscilla out of the classroom !
its like` what the fcuk ! i still remember what he told me when im in SEC 2`
i remembered it very well ! and this lead to how much i hate him !
oh` went to ball at sembawang today before evening` =)
although atmosphere was bad at first but it turned out to be quite good! =X
i was the one that making it to be bad ? im sorry if i did`

alright` since its a quick update` i will stop my grandmother story ! hahas`
alamak` i dont know whats more to continue`
so` i should let the photos do the talking` =))
byes everyone and goodnights !

i dont know why` nowdays i keep dreaming of you !
is it something good or bad ?!
is something going to happen ?!! ohdamn~

2008-03-31T12:49:00.003+08:00

my holiday going to end in 2 week times !
ohdamn` i dont want ! i havent enjoy enough !
but seriously speaking` i think i need a vacation instead of holiday !
hahaa` because`no matter how long the holiday going to be`
i will still find it not enough and i havent finish my project ! LOLS`

going to get myself prepared in hour time !
going to reach company by 4pm` all the way til 10pm ! tired~
because at night time` we having so called "lessons" !
im going to be very very busy from today onwards ! hahaas`

my braziliano praia slipper was spoilt !! heart-pain~
i was super pissed off on saturday !
went out early to meet jinhui` and i wouldnt be late !
but` when i walked halfway to the bus-stop` and i realised that
the-dont-know-what came off ! so i had to walk back to my house and
changed my slipper` and due to that` i was late !!
ohmy` i need to get a new one soon ! and it's real soon using my own
pocket money since my dad dont want to give me ! see` so petty`hahaas`
but` in the mean time` i will just wear any slipper ! XP
alright` enough of updates` im going to watch some show first`
so byes` and takecare everyone ! =)

i suddenly missed the time studying at assumption`
and my fellow classmates ! HAHAAS`
because` yesterday` when i was packing my stuff`
i saw my report book and i spent my time looking at the
grades i scored` and the comments that the teachers had given !
and it was so sudden that i teared `
i missed the time when a task was given to me by teacher`
i missed the time when i enjoyed being class vice-chairperson`
i missed the time when i was working hard for N level`
i missed the time when i had lots of fun and laughter with my friends & classmates`
i missed my favorite teachers too ! same goes to my team mates in AES !
there's no point for me to regret now` and i dont wish to regret too !
the path i chosen isnt bad too` i found two good friends in ITE `
so`why regret ?! i missed the time in AES doesnt mean that i regretted leaving AES ?!
im going back to AES with priscilla in two days time`` happy =))`

2008-03-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

im going to get prepared for training soon ! =)
later we going to have 2 hours of training and then`
have a friendly match against quan fong !

i have been busy nowadays`
time going to be very pack from next week onwards`
busybusybusy`` its better for me to keep busy ! =)
so that` i wont anyhow imagine things that are not around ! =P

nowadays` i get tired easily which i dont know why`
more than 8 hours of sleep` makes me feel more sleepy !
less than 8 hours of sleep` makes me feel more tired !
just hit 8 hours of sleep `makes me feel more tired+sleepy !
either way for me makes me feel so sick ! hahaas`

ohdamn` i still got project that need to be done before holiday ends !
howhowhow` lets see whether next week im free not`
if not` im going to get it when school reopens ! XP

alright` im going to prepare now`
if not jinhui going to nag at me for being late again ! hahaas`
so ya` goodbye`takecare everyone ! =)

2008-03-26T07:39:00.002+08:00

firstly` i apologised for not updating my blog for days` sorry =)
secondly` SHENLI was back from china !! XD
thirdly`im sick =(

nowadays` something bad keep happening to me`
and i would like to know why too !
yesterday was the most/worst scary thing i can say`
hahaa` it really freak me out`same goes to bitch !
but i think everything is alright now if i dont go and think about it`
so ya` i wont go and think about it ! LOLLS
okay` lets drop the topic ! =P

im enjoying my holiday now !!! yeahhh`` XD
keep ton-ing and staying out late at night`
long time since i had enjoyed my night life `LOLS`
and of course` because of this` i was sick`
and my fever even goes up to 38.3 degree`but ya`
im alright now`and im just having sore throat thats all ! heehees`

im going to company later`
meeting daniel at 1pm and go there together`
since i missed out yesterday meeting ! im sorry`
so` he intend to discuss about the topic/subject to me !
uh-oh` my hungry now ! yesterday i didnt have my dinner !
and i dont even have my lunch okay ?! hahaaas`
anyway` people` im sorry that i was unable to reply your msgs/calls`
because i fell asleep before night time ! and i mean before 7pm`

alright` im going to find food and eat now`
and at the same time` im going to enjoy watching anime too ! =P
bye people` =)

2008-03-20T23:32:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY - nearly got dismissed from school`
because i was rude to my CTR teacher`
ohgosh` she's really a petty person` HAHAAS`
and my mood was really bad ! humphh`
want to know more about it ? just find me personally` =P
went down to company and i was late because i fell asleep at home`
had dinner together and home sweet home =))

TODAY - went to school and the traffic was jammed like @#$%^&*#$
i felt like vomiting when i was on my way because the bus was so pack !
and my right ankle was giving me troubles !! hahaaas`
had my CTR role play` and teacher said that my grade
is either B+ to A- `` LOLLS` went back home around 11pm plus`=)
reached home` fell asleep until 4pm and rushed down to south view`
to see my ankle as its really giving me a hard time !
before i reach the place` jayne and her mum reached`
after that` jayne's mum drove me back to my house area`=)`thankyou`
went to find pohwei/daniel/roger with jinhui `` played at bpcc for awhile
and off we went to blk 213 to continue playing ! =)
not long after` yuna/yanping/casslyn/adeline came down`
played until lights off and off i went ! hahaha`=P
as i was in urgent to use toilet !! XP
thats all for today update =))` sorry and goodbye !

i promised that i wont give up so easily !!
thanks for all the concern`friends ! =)

ohdamn` why nowadys im dreaming of you !!
why why why ?! TELL ME WHY !!

OHH` HOLIDAYYY~~ =)))
LETS ENJOY !

2008-03-19T03:59:00.003+08:00

time is 3.57am` and im here blogging ! =P
and in a few hours time` im going to school `
i really cant get to sleep although im tired !
this problem started few days ago`` =//
alright` left 1 more day to holiday !!
im looking forward to my 3 weeks of holiday !
people` please dont envy me okay ?! LOL` im joking` XP

just now went to search for red mp3 and red psp slim`
the red is really nice ! but ya`as you see` i cant get it ! ='(

im going to company after my school`
i hope i dont fall asleep for the talk` =P
ohmy` i need to run ! who wants to join me ?!
please call me up okay ?! i need to improve my stamina
and at the same time` i want to burn some fats ! LOLLS

yesterday online` i chatted with amanda`
the both of us going to sign on for the police once we get our cert !
LOLS` we got the same dream ` so why not` join the police force together !
and at least we can accompany each other`` hahaas
okay` im going to watch my anime now ! so byes` =)

SHENLI COMING BACK IN 4 DAYS TIME !!
I MISS HER !

i dont know why nowdays i keep thinking of you !
why should i still think of you since 1 year had passed`
and im having weird dreams of you and me !
and i hope the dream that i dreamed of me and you in the future`
will not come true and if you know what i dreamed about`
i think you also hope that it better dont come true ! hahaas

2008-03-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

woke up around 2pm`
packed my stuff that i needed for training`
went to bathe and went to training ground`
i brought my sister with me too`
i felt so shag after i stepped out of my house` hahas
training today was quite slack` opps =X`

BITCH` im sorry about just now`but ya` i really dont feel like eating nowadays and just now about the useless thing im referring to the method you used on me to join your for dinner is useless` not you useless !! sorry bitch` and bitch` im sorry to forget the colour you like okay ! hahaas

for those who attended training just now` im sorry to
make you guys waited for me` and told you all
that im not joining for dinner` im really sorry` cause i wasnt in the mood `
SORRY !!

i didnt make any improvement from what i see for myself`
everyone had at least improved on their attack and defence`
but i still dont really dare to attack`
and the percentage of me shooting the ball was less than 50%`
because i dont know how to control the strength yet !
and from what i see` my shooting really sucks !!
as for defence` i dont know am i good at it or not ?
but to me` its quite lousy ?!
i also dont even have the stamina to run anymore`
from all the above` attack`shooting`defence`stamina`
all are very lousy ! sometimes i even think of quitting basketball
and stop playing basketball` but as you see`
people need the time to do lots of practise`
so` i will keep on trying and train hard`
i still left 2 months time or more to train` so during these days`
I WILL TRAIN HARD & KEEP ON PRACTISING !!
never-give-up attitude !! *go ahead and laugh for some people who think its funny*

2008-03-14T02:47:00.006+08:00

ohmy` time now is 2.47am and yet im still not asleep !
i tried to sleep but i cant` although im really tired !! =(
yesterday which means which was just a few hours ago`
accompanied jinhui to vivo to find her sunshine` opps`=X
went to look for joslyn at GAP`and went to look for jasmine&jiaxiang`
chatted awhile at joslyn's work place` hahaa
we were trying to disturb her when she was working ? LOLS`
after that` me and jinhui head over to cineleisure first`
while waiting for the rest -stackers- because they were watching movie`
me and jinhui crapped alot wherever we go` hahaa`
we really can do much talking isnt ? =P

ohya` i forgot to mention that` i didnt attend school yesterday !
lets see what thing im going to get it`` haha
alright` im going to kbox with jinhui after my school today`=/
im meeting her at 3pm but before that im going to close case first`=)
i bet most of your dont know what im talking about`` sorry =)

im looking forward to saturday training because`
i didnt have any exercises for weeks ! erm`actually is less than 2 weeks`XP
i think soon im going to die due to lack of sleep !!
i want to sleep but i cant ! ohh` there's alot of toxin inside my body``=(
seriously speaking` im a unhealthy child` =(
it is the point that i cannot deny` hahaha`
i promised myself that once i got the money to buy the things i want`
the first thing im going to buy is HEALTH PRODUCTS from FLP`
i really need some nutrients and vitamins for my body`hahaa` aloe vera~

just now i took photos with my nephew -caleb- !
i will upload the photos soon `` =)
i miss shenli !! she's going to be back on 23 march ``=)
me and kailin -bitch-` going to fetch her`
who want to tag along ? please let me know okay ? =))
im super happy whenever i think of my holiday is coming ! XD
i really want to enjoy my holiday but i think i will spend most of my
time at home to be pig ? i mean sleeping` hahhaa
alright` i dont know whats more to continue` so byes` =)

sometimes` i find my life sucks ?!